Mid year examination is near.. To all my friends, I hope that you all are well prepared... Everytime an examination is near, life turns to be boring. Even though my daily activity such as basketball, Dota, blogging still goes on but somehow, there is a kind of feeling in me that is nagging to me saying, "exam is near, exam is near".. jee.. I do not like that kind of feeling. It's like you can't do something happily.
In school, I usually do my own things, read my book, do some studying and walking around the school. At home, usually I will face the computer or study. That's the life when exam is near. I do not even have the mood to have a plan for some fun or something. Life is so down... T.T
However, I realise there are some people who are worse than I am. Everytime the exam is near, they would at least spend about 3 hours infront of their book. Well, for this kind of people, I do feel sorry for them when their results are not so superb. In my opinion, sports and studies are kind of link together ( my opinion la ). I would say like this because everytime I feel boring after a long time studying, I would choose to play some basketball and that really helps me. It keeps my mind fresh and also increase the rate of thinking of my mind. So, for me, I would take about 2 hours or 1 to study and I would understand it but for some people, they take hoursssss... well... anyway, it is up to them..
During the days which near to the exam, my friends and I like to think like this : What are going to do after the exam? At that moment, there would be many ideas in our mind.. I would like to do this, that, this, that.. bla bla.. but the funny thing is, after the exam, we won't do any of them.. hahaha.. funny...
Not much to write for this post... I think that exam is good if it is treated with as a chance for you to know your academic reputation ; but, if it is taken as a burden or some sort of way to show of to your friends etc etc.. then it is wrong.. try to enjoy exam... HEHE^^
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009
turn of events
As usual, my phone's alarm rangs in a tone which I don't like it ( only in the morning. ^^) I woke up forcefully, woke my brother up and headed to school. Everything was normal there except for the assembly. Man! It's hot with all those stupid speeches and stuffs like that. They can't think for the students.. jee.. Everytime those authorities start their speech, they would say something like "Yang berusaha Tuan Pengetua".. So, why can't they say "Pelajar-pelajar yang PANAS sekalian"? jeee.. I hate it... I can see some girls covering their countenance with a book or something especially my young friend Vic. haha.. pity them.. Well, you know they like their complexion to be fair and nice... up to them la.. hahah..
After that, I headed back to my class with a hot head. What's even worse, Faridah, my lame Bio teacher was in the class.. wow.. that, increase the heat... All of a sudden, I started to catch a flu. Well, for some who knows me, they would also know that this flu is not the usual one, it's that kind when your nose get so itchy and you would sneeze and sneeze non stop. jee.. the feeling is bad and terrible... Anyway, I am a tough guy.. hehe.. so I beared it... Nothing can stop me!!! hahaha!!
After recess, this nose of mine get worse.. I was suffering.. Head spinning with no one to talk with... no one even understand.. ( If you read my old blogs, you would know that my classmates are lame.. T.T)..
At that time, an idea occured in my mind: GO HOME.. Fine! With all my strength and might, I walked to m best friends, Thomas's, class to desperately seek for some reinforcement. Luckily, he didn't let me down. We went to the office and did all those procedures.. bla bla bla..
( everything is fast forwarded)
After I reached home, I told my mum and dad... Had lunch.. watch a short movie and went to sleep. Great.. I felt so comfortable on my bed... I love it!! hahahaha.. After a 2 hours sleep, I was back to life again.. hahaha.. healthy and strong.. hahaha.. I log on to www.NBA.com and watched how LeBron slamed the dunk with the help of Mo Williams. They won Detroit Pistons with a 4-0 street.. Cool man!! With that, I was filled with energy again..
Get onto my bike and went to tuition.. Had a great time there with all the learnings and fun together with Thomas, Brandon and Elin..
Later on, I got on the court and again, had a great game... Well, I was suppose to practise my ping pong but.. hehehe.. can't stand the nice feeling of basketball. Anyway, I had a great game with my friends... After that game, I had dinner with Thomas... Ate plate of fried mee and 2 cups of apple juice.. delicious.. haha.. and at the end, typing this blog..
You might think that this is lame.. hahaha. wasted your time reading this blog.. but.. I was happy while typing it.. don't know why.. hahaha.. tata~
After that, I headed back to my class with a hot head. What's even worse, Faridah, my lame Bio teacher was in the class.. wow.. that, increase the heat... All of a sudden, I started to catch a flu. Well, for some who knows me, they would also know that this flu is not the usual one, it's that kind when your nose get so itchy and you would sneeze and sneeze non stop. jee.. the feeling is bad and terrible... Anyway, I am a tough guy.. hehe.. so I beared it... Nothing can stop me!!! hahaha!!
After recess, this nose of mine get worse.. I was suffering.. Head spinning with no one to talk with... no one even understand.. ( If you read my old blogs, you would know that my classmates are lame.. T.T)..
At that time, an idea occured in my mind: GO HOME.. Fine! With all my strength and might, I walked to m best friends, Thomas's, class to desperately seek for some reinforcement. Luckily, he didn't let me down. We went to the office and did all those procedures.. bla bla bla..
( everything is fast forwarded)
After I reached home, I told my mum and dad... Had lunch.. watch a short movie and went to sleep. Great.. I felt so comfortable on my bed... I love it!! hahahaha.. After a 2 hours sleep, I was back to life again.. hahaha.. healthy and strong.. hahaha.. I log on to www.NBA.com and watched how LeBron slamed the dunk with the help of Mo Williams. They won Detroit Pistons with a 4-0 street.. Cool man!! With that, I was filled with energy again..
Get onto my bike and went to tuition.. Had a great time there with all the learnings and fun together with Thomas, Brandon and Elin..
Later on, I got on the court and again, had a great game... Well, I was suppose to practise my ping pong but.. hehehe.. can't stand the nice feeling of basketball. Anyway, I had a great game with my friends... After that game, I had dinner with Thomas... Ate plate of fried mee and 2 cups of apple juice.. delicious.. haha.. and at the end, typing this blog..
You might think that this is lame.. hahaha. wasted your time reading this blog.. but.. I was happy while typing it.. don't know why.. hahaha.. tata~
Thursday, April 23, 2009
care and love.. no more important?
In my life, I seldom care or love someone ( friends ) but when I got into secondary life, I did find a couple of friends to care and to love. It's simple, because they are worth it. Maybe some of you would say that, well, friend is just a phase. It will pass and the new ones would come soon. But, however, after getting some experience from my brother, I started to realise that secondary "buddies" are indeed important as I thought. My brother here would come back evey weekends and that is the time he would go out and hang around with his secondary buddies, for example, Jerry and Michael. Both of them are very nice and sweet guys ^^..
Well, here is the matter. As I get older, although I ain't really old. kaka.., some people around me get my attention. Mind you, I ain't talking about BGR here. Maybe I would think that, wow, that guy or girl is a true friend, a true buddy, maybe we can be friends. Or, wow.. this guy or girl is special, I wanna know her or him.
As I am very clear about it, to befried someone, you must start by caring for him and showing that you want to be his or her friend. And so, that's what I did. I, together with 2 of my best best friends, offer love, cafe and friendship to him or her. We did this to extend that we would help this person as best as we can. That's what we are willing to do for friends. After quite some time, well, we are really satisfied with what we did. We thought that this person will take us as a friend also. Well, if you are a human, and another human offers you care and friendship without any bad ideas in his mind, I am sure that human would accept it and start to get to know each other. But however, we were like living in a fantasy world where everything sounds so good to us. Well, actually it really sounds good to us.
There are some people ( not more than 3 ) who deliberately ignore our efforts. The meaning ignore here doesn't mean that we are forcing that person to be friend with us. Jeee... NO! The ignore that I meant is they take us as nothing, or you can say, take us for granted. FOR GRANTED! Well, if you want to say, lucas, I don't feel quite comfortable with you. FINE! Let's go that way then. But these guys are different. They tell you that they accept but in the reality, they don't know you, in other words, they would not put you in their life.
For this problem, I am starting to scartch my head. What's wrong to these guys? Have we done not enough? Inadequete? What's the problem? Is love and care no more important in friendship? Is a smile that matters most in a friendship?
For these guys, I can notice that 2 out of 3 of them are empty in the heart. Everytime they encounter some problems, emotional perplexity, they often have no one to turn to. Well, I am not saying that I am the best choice for you to confide in. Please, please, NO! I ain't a guy like that, shameless! What I am trying to say here is that, a human being, to my oppinion, should have at least 1 or 2 best friends beside you. It is just like a wife to a husband or vice versa. In a growing age, friends, peers, play an important role. It is so important that, once you got mix up with good ones, you will be good ; once you get into the wrong path, well, sad to say, you will get mix along with them and be one of them. Do not care about the possitive or negative part, focus on the side which shows the importance of friends. For me, friends are like someone who will care for you when you fall, someone who will laugh with you when you are happy, someone who will share what he or she gets, someone who will advice and name out the wrong and right of yours. That's what a friend's for! But for these rather peculiar group of people, they do not think so. They think the other way. For instance, friends are just for happy moment; if you care too much for a friend, you will tend to lose her or him; the purpose of having friends is just to cut down the number of enemies around you. Bullshit!!! If you are reading this blog and think that friedns are INDEED suppose to be like that, I am telling you that you are WRONG!
AS a teenager, we should emphasise on friends especially when we are outside but, however, never forget that families are always the first. But this is never an excuse for you to say that I share things with my mum or dad so friedns are just extras. That, is another bullshit. There is a saying in chinese that can be defined as when you are at home, you rely on you parents; when you are outside in the world, you rely on friends. (在家靠父母，出外靠朋友) What a beautiful saying! I am seriuosly telling this to a friend of mine who is very young and you can say naive. I hope that she can understand what I am trying to say. ^^ Good luck!
Well, through this blog, you can conclude that I am quite obsess with friends. haha! That is only half right as I also rely on my brother a lot. It is just that my mum gives me a lot of freedom to mix around with people. Thus, through all these time outside, I learn all these stuffs without anyone teaching. I also learn about the importance of friends, or more to say accompany, in the Bible.
Hope that this blog won't offend anyone and I also hope that those who read this would think about their social life if they having some problems with friends.
Well, here is the matter. As I get older, although I ain't really old. kaka.., some people around me get my attention. Mind you, I ain't talking about BGR here. Maybe I would think that, wow, that guy or girl is a true friend, a true buddy, maybe we can be friends. Or, wow.. this guy or girl is special, I wanna know her or him.
As I am very clear about it, to befried someone, you must start by caring for him and showing that you want to be his or her friend. And so, that's what I did. I, together with 2 of my best best friends, offer love, cafe and friendship to him or her. We did this to extend that we would help this person as best as we can. That's what we are willing to do for friends. After quite some time, well, we are really satisfied with what we did. We thought that this person will take us as a friend also. Well, if you are a human, and another human offers you care and friendship without any bad ideas in his mind, I am sure that human would accept it and start to get to know each other. But however, we were like living in a fantasy world where everything sounds so good to us. Well, actually it really sounds good to us.
There are some people ( not more than 3 ) who deliberately ignore our efforts. The meaning ignore here doesn't mean that we are forcing that person to be friend with us. Jeee... NO! The ignore that I meant is they take us as nothing, or you can say, take us for granted. FOR GRANTED! Well, if you want to say, lucas, I don't feel quite comfortable with you. FINE! Let's go that way then. But these guys are different. They tell you that they accept but in the reality, they don't know you, in other words, they would not put you in their life.
For this problem, I am starting to scartch my head. What's wrong to these guys? Have we done not enough? Inadequete? What's the problem? Is love and care no more important in friendship? Is a smile that matters most in a friendship?
For these guys, I can notice that 2 out of 3 of them are empty in the heart. Everytime they encounter some problems, emotional perplexity, they often have no one to turn to. Well, I am not saying that I am the best choice for you to confide in. Please, please, NO! I ain't a guy like that, shameless! What I am trying to say here is that, a human being, to my oppinion, should have at least 1 or 2 best friends beside you. It is just like a wife to a husband or vice versa. In a growing age, friends, peers, play an important role. It is so important that, once you got mix up with good ones, you will be good ; once you get into the wrong path, well, sad to say, you will get mix along with them and be one of them. Do not care about the possitive or negative part, focus on the side which shows the importance of friends. For me, friends are like someone who will care for you when you fall, someone who will laugh with you when you are happy, someone who will share what he or she gets, someone who will advice and name out the wrong and right of yours. That's what a friend's for! But for these rather peculiar group of people, they do not think so. They think the other way. For instance, friends are just for happy moment; if you care too much for a friend, you will tend to lose her or him; the purpose of having friends is just to cut down the number of enemies around you. Bullshit!!! If you are reading this blog and think that friedns are INDEED suppose to be like that, I am telling you that you are WRONG!
AS a teenager, we should emphasise on friends especially when we are outside but, however, never forget that families are always the first. But this is never an excuse for you to say that I share things with my mum or dad so friedns are just extras. That, is another bullshit. There is a saying in chinese that can be defined as when you are at home, you rely on you parents; when you are outside in the world, you rely on friends. (在家靠父母，出外靠朋友) What a beautiful saying! I am seriuosly telling this to a friend of mine who is very young and you can say naive. I hope that she can understand what I am trying to say. ^^ Good luck!
Well, through this blog, you can conclude that I am quite obsess with friends. haha! That is only half right as I also rely on my brother a lot. It is just that my mum gives me a lot of freedom to mix around with people. Thus, through all these time outside, I learn all these stuffs without anyone teaching. I also learn about the importance of friends, or more to say accompany, in the Bible.
Hope that this blog won't offend anyone and I also hope that those who read this would think about their social life if they having some problems with friends.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
so early
i woke up all of a sudden.. reluctantly i woke up and walked to my clock, took it and have a vague lookat it. 5am.. jeee... what am i doin at this time.. 5am.. usually i wake up at 7am, NOT 5am!!!
i forced myself back to my bed and close my eyes. I still can't sleep even though I want to! Oh, I really hate that feeling. So, I changed my place of sleeping, I went to the floor and lied down. Only then I started to gain some sleep... funny..
ring````` ring````` ring```
The normal 6.30am alarm clock shouted at my ear... jeeee... I just slept!! what's the matter now?! I switched it off with full anger and shouted at my brother Marcus. "Marcus!!! Marcus!!! Wake up!!!" shouted that angry, frustrated and sleepy young man. He woke up, and did all his stuffs... Brush teeth, change clothes... bla bla.. all those daily activity..
"Lucas! Lucas! Wake up! It's 7am!!" At this moment i thought there was another alarm clock and I was all ready to break it but only then I knew it was my brother.. Jeee.!!! How i hate it!! RELUCTANTLY, I got up and went to bath...
What a lousy morning..
Actually, the fact that I have to wake up so early every morning is already lousy.. I want to SLEEP!!!!
( i type this before going to school... hehehe ^^ at 7.16am too bad the connection got some problem all of a suddenT.T)
i forced myself back to my bed and close my eyes. I still can't sleep even though I want to! Oh, I really hate that feeling. So, I changed my place of sleeping, I went to the floor and lied down. Only then I started to gain some sleep... funny..
ring````` ring````` ring```
The normal 6.30am alarm clock shouted at my ear... jeeee... I just slept!! what's the matter now?! I switched it off with full anger and shouted at my brother Marcus. "Marcus!!! Marcus!!! Wake up!!!" shouted that angry, frustrated and sleepy young man. He woke up, and did all his stuffs... Brush teeth, change clothes... bla bla.. all those daily activity..
"Lucas! Lucas! Wake up! It's 7am!!" At this moment i thought there was another alarm clock and I was all ready to break it but only then I knew it was my brother.. Jeee.!!! How i hate it!! RELUCTANTLY, I got up and went to bath...
What a lousy morning..
Actually, the fact that I have to wake up so early every morning is already lousy.. I want to SLEEP!!!!
( i type this before going to school... hehehe ^^ at 7.16am too bad the connection got some problem all of a suddenT.T)
Thursday, April 9, 2009
=.=
debate is nice.. yes.. it is nice.. but.. it is stressful.. yes.. it is stressful. a whole week sacrificed for the sake of debate.. wow.. i can do basketball trainings and even ping pong trainings and i won't feel so tired but debate practises and points collecting, arreanging are TIRED!!
Can't debate be more easier? Jeez...
Can't debate be more easier? Jeez...
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Glory to the LORD!
We got into the finals for our debate competition. I should be happy that I won but somehow, I was just happy for a while. After espressing my happiness to Vic, I felt like it's gone.. Funny.. Why? Why? Well, I do not know..
Well, as we got into the finals, we have many preparations to do. So busy! Because we are having a different debate title for the finals... It was rather hectic, preparing everything, arranging those points bla bla bla. What I know is happy times will pass in a short time but this is different. Those weren't happy times but hard times, but, it went through also in a short while...
Everything was as though fast forwarded until the time I was on my bike returning home. All in a sudden I felt empty and a voice was talking to me... More like asking where should I go... where should I go.. It's obvious, isn't it? At that time I was suppose to go home and yet such question occered in my mind. What's even funny is that I didn't answer that I should go home, instead, I said to myself, I should go to Kango's house. Ok, that's it, Kango's house, here I go..
I made some turns, drove along the road and reached Kango's house. Now, I was asking myself, what am I doing here? At that time, Kango came out. I was expressionless, I didn't know what to say to him but our friendship is good so we can almost say anything. And so I asked him, how are you? After some brief conversation, Kango suddenly asked me whether or not I know anything about "bi xian". I was shocked! Oh my.. I asked him quickly, did u play that thing? He replied he watched his friends playing. That really bring a great shock into my life.. Dear dear.. I quickly ran into the house and searched for Jerry, Kango's brother. He was also shocked upon hearing that news.
Then, the both of us explained to him what's so dangerous about this "bixian". It took several minutes and at last, Kango broke into tears. He was scared but I told him that Jesus would always be with us so we are not to be scared yet we are not to put the Lord our God to the test. Kango get every word into him.. He promised to not watch or get involve with this "bi xian" anymore.
If any of you, after reading this blog, do not know what is "bi xian" and why is it so dangerous, you can ask me anytime, I am willing to explain. What I am trying to say here to my fellow Christians is that, God speaks. I am certainly sure that it was God's will for me to go to visit Kango. This is not a coincidence.. So, my brothers and sisters, sometimes, after getting very busy, you have to also quiet down your mind to listen what's around you.. I want to give thanks to the Lord for speaking to me and thus, save a soul. Thanks LORD!!!!
Well, as we got into the finals, we have many preparations to do. So busy! Because we are having a different debate title for the finals... It was rather hectic, preparing everything, arranging those points bla bla bla. What I know is happy times will pass in a short time but this is different. Those weren't happy times but hard times, but, it went through also in a short while...
Everything was as though fast forwarded until the time I was on my bike returning home. All in a sudden I felt empty and a voice was talking to me... More like asking where should I go... where should I go.. It's obvious, isn't it? At that time I was suppose to go home and yet such question occered in my mind. What's even funny is that I didn't answer that I should go home, instead, I said to myself, I should go to Kango's house. Ok, that's it, Kango's house, here I go..
I made some turns, drove along the road and reached Kango's house. Now, I was asking myself, what am I doing here? At that time, Kango came out. I was expressionless, I didn't know what to say to him but our friendship is good so we can almost say anything. And so I asked him, how are you? After some brief conversation, Kango suddenly asked me whether or not I know anything about "bi xian". I was shocked! Oh my.. I asked him quickly, did u play that thing? He replied he watched his friends playing. That really bring a great shock into my life.. Dear dear.. I quickly ran into the house and searched for Jerry, Kango's brother. He was also shocked upon hearing that news.
Then, the both of us explained to him what's so dangerous about this "bixian". It took several minutes and at last, Kango broke into tears. He was scared but I told him that Jesus would always be with us so we are not to be scared yet we are not to put the Lord our God to the test. Kango get every word into him.. He promised to not watch or get involve with this "bi xian" anymore.
If any of you, after reading this blog, do not know what is "bi xian" and why is it so dangerous, you can ask me anytime, I am willing to explain. What I am trying to say here to my fellow Christians is that, God speaks. I am certainly sure that it was God's will for me to go to visit Kango. This is not a coincidence.. So, my brothers and sisters, sometimes, after getting very busy, you have to also quiet down your mind to listen what's around you.. I want to give thanks to the Lord for speaking to me and thus, save a soul. Thanks LORD!!!!
Friday, April 3, 2009
worth it?
Friday.... 3/4/2009
7.50pm....
In my life, I emphasise on my friends a lot. Some say that that's my weekness ; some say that that's my strong point. Whatever they say, I am like this and I like being so.
Tommorow is one of my best friends' birthday. As usual, Tommy, Brandon, Elin and I thought of buying something for her birthday. Although some of us have financial problems but we help each other to buy something for her birthday.
The clouds are getting dark, meaning it's going to rain at any minute. So how's the plan, ask Tommy. errr... err.. good question.. It's going to rain and none of us can drive... After some quick thinkings, I decide to go together with Brandon as I have the motor and Brandon is paying for Elins' share. And so it's decided.
Off we go!! Deep down in my heart I know that it would rain but something tells me that I have to get this present no matter what happens. Fine... we go to a nearby shop which is famous for presents selling. After quite some time, I pick a teddy bear which I think she would like it, afterall she is a lovely girl so such lovely things should suit her. As for Brandon, he chooses a picture frame, hoping that she would like it.
Satisfied, we walk out off the shop and are shocked. It's raining, HEAVILY!!! Oh my gosh.. Never mind, it's worth it, the similar sound speaks to me. Ok then, if you say so, I tell myself. We plan for an "escape". Done!! I mount my bike and start the engine as fast as I can, and speed off. The rain is so cold and hurting!! It hit my skin without a single mercy, just like tiny needles trying to penetrate my skin no matter what. I am a tough guy ^^, so i bear the pain with all my might. After a hard time, I reach my home. Quickly, my brother tells me to get some hot shower or risk dying.. ( so scaring hahaha )..
Although this thing happend in just a short time, it did raise a lot of thinkings in my mind. Is it worth it? Such question would appear because before this I had some harsh time with her and to my opinion, she didn't seem like a best friend to me. But yet my mind keeps telling me that it's worth it. jeez.. complicated.. What I can do now is just to hope that she would appreciate our sincerity.. Just hope ...
7.50pm....
In my life, I emphasise on my friends a lot. Some say that that's my weekness ; some say that that's my strong point. Whatever they say, I am like this and I like being so.
Tommorow is one of my best friends' birthday. As usual, Tommy, Brandon, Elin and I thought of buying something for her birthday. Although some of us have financial problems but we help each other to buy something for her birthday.
The clouds are getting dark, meaning it's going to rain at any minute. So how's the plan, ask Tommy. errr... err.. good question.. It's going to rain and none of us can drive... After some quick thinkings, I decide to go together with Brandon as I have the motor and Brandon is paying for Elins' share. And so it's decided.
Off we go!! Deep down in my heart I know that it would rain but something tells me that I have to get this present no matter what happens. Fine... we go to a nearby shop which is famous for presents selling. After quite some time, I pick a teddy bear which I think she would like it, afterall she is a lovely girl so such lovely things should suit her. As for Brandon, he chooses a picture frame, hoping that she would like it.
Satisfied, we walk out off the shop and are shocked. It's raining, HEAVILY!!! Oh my gosh.. Never mind, it's worth it, the similar sound speaks to me. Ok then, if you say so, I tell myself. We plan for an "escape". Done!! I mount my bike and start the engine as fast as I can, and speed off. The rain is so cold and hurting!! It hit my skin without a single mercy, just like tiny needles trying to penetrate my skin no matter what. I am a tough guy ^^, so i bear the pain with all my might. After a hard time, I reach my home. Quickly, my brother tells me to get some hot shower or risk dying.. ( so scaring hahaha )..
Although this thing happend in just a short time, it did raise a lot of thinkings in my mind. Is it worth it? Such question would appear because before this I had some harsh time with her and to my opinion, she didn't seem like a best friend to me. But yet my mind keeps telling me that it's worth it. jeez.. complicated.. What I can do now is just to hope that she would appreciate our sincerity.. Just hope ...
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
top and bottom incompatible
Thursday, 2/4/2009, 1.50pm.
Came back from the bola baling competition today in SMK Valdor. Stomach filled with anger that caused me to write this blog..
From the blog below you can see that these few days I am busy with this bola baling training. I am so happy that I can be on the team even though this is the first time I play this sport.. Thus, filled with enthusiasm, Tommy and I went to this competition.
The first day was good. Our school won two schools ( I forgot the names ) with Tommy scoring and me defending and assisting.. Thank God, we got into the quater-final.
This is the day. The quater-final match against Sungai Acheh. well, this school is not that strong. we can bit them, only if we work together. But things didn't turn out to be so. At the first quater, my teammates were very tired, so tired that they can't even walk back to defend the goal. So seriuos!! But, here's the most lame thing, our teacher, who is famous for some racial thinking, didn't let me or Tommy in the team, just let us be on the bench. It was so obvious that the players were tired but he didn't change us in.
I was very angry. I didn't and don't know why he didn't want to change us in and I don't think there was a reason. Base on my observation and thinking, I think that this teacher didn't want any Chinese in the team unlike the other teacher at the first day. So, no matter what happen to them, Chinese won't be playing.
Seriously I don't think that he is suitable to be a teacher. Teachers are suppose to cultivate unity among races but this idiot teacher didn't.. What's worse, he was willing to let the team lose..
After that I complained to our teacher. He understood our situation. Now that's a good teacher!! At least he was willing to listen and think!!! So, this day, this morning although it's a very important match but I didn't play AT ALL!
Our government is putting tremendous efforts to make sure that harmony is present among races but the teachers are doing lame things like that. That's why this topic is "top and bottom incompatible". Pity our government, trying so hard to repair things up but teachers acting like this.. As a Chinese, I was and am seriuosly angry for teachers treating me like that... I hope I can let this particular teacher read my blog and let him open up his lame brain to think rasionally..
Came back from the bola baling competition today in SMK Valdor. Stomach filled with anger that caused me to write this blog..
From the blog below you can see that these few days I am busy with this bola baling training. I am so happy that I can be on the team even though this is the first time I play this sport.. Thus, filled with enthusiasm, Tommy and I went to this competition.
The first day was good. Our school won two schools ( I forgot the names ) with Tommy scoring and me defending and assisting.. Thank God, we got into the quater-final.
This is the day. The quater-final match against Sungai Acheh. well, this school is not that strong. we can bit them, only if we work together. But things didn't turn out to be so. At the first quater, my teammates were very tired, so tired that they can't even walk back to defend the goal. So seriuos!! But, here's the most lame thing, our teacher, who is famous for some racial thinking, didn't let me or Tommy in the team, just let us be on the bench. It was so obvious that the players were tired but he didn't change us in.
I was very angry. I didn't and don't know why he didn't want to change us in and I don't think there was a reason. Base on my observation and thinking, I think that this teacher didn't want any Chinese in the team unlike the other teacher at the first day. So, no matter what happen to them, Chinese won't be playing.
Seriously I don't think that he is suitable to be a teacher. Teachers are suppose to cultivate unity among races but this idiot teacher didn't.. What's worse, he was willing to let the team lose..
After that I complained to our teacher. He understood our situation. Now that's a good teacher!! At least he was willing to listen and think!!! So, this day, this morning although it's a very important match but I didn't play AT ALL!
Our government is putting tremendous efforts to make sure that harmony is present among races but the teachers are doing lame things like that. That's why this topic is "top and bottom incompatible". Pity our government, trying so hard to repair things up but teachers acting like this.. As a Chinese, I was and am seriuosly angry for teachers treating me like that... I hope I can let this particular teacher read my blog and let him open up his lame brain to think rasionally..
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