Thursday, December 2, 2010

So fast hor.

Without knowing noticing the passing of time, SPM has passed it's first two weeks. There're only 4 papers left for me.
Once again, the quickness of time never fail to impress me but luckily I am not neglected by it this time.
If you ask me how's my exam, I can only say, so far so good. "So far" means the first two weeks. But, next Monday is my Chemistry paper.
It spells "doom". Everyone who knows me will understand that my Chemistry has a certain "grade". Ok. This is quite embarrassing. But, I am really really glad that at times like these, there's someone there to help me. I am really really happy. ^^

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Not long from now, SPM will be my history and something totally new will be my reality. The problem is, I ain't quite sure what that "reality" is. It suddenly occur to me that I have to decide where I am going after this. And the decision of mine will decide many things. MANY THINGS. You can say that I am just too frighten by that idea. Cause it's rather obvious that my decision will gain me something, well, something I ain't sure about but what I am sure is, I will lose many things. Maybe lose sounds a bit too serious. But I have to leave home, leave my friends, family and go to somewhere unfamiliar to start a new life. It's really hard to say goodbye...

Anyway, Chemistry first. Good luck everyone.