As a student....

Yayayayayayayayay~~

Exam tomorrow, sick today.
Exam tomorrow, basketball today..
Exam tomorrow, lazy today...

What's up with that??!!
I used to be someone who can study damn hard but now, oh my, something has gone out of me... sigh.. How to get it back...

I got a concert to preform next Sunday. Sad... So busy... and lazy..

What to do? I am a student.. lamentating..

云上太阳

You see now, in school, I expected it to be peaceful but it wasn't like that. Well, fine. No matter with me. Now that people are talking peculiar stuffs about me, no problem. But somehow, I always have the curiosity in me to dig out the truth. Sad. It can't be stop. After some meditation (^_^), I found out the main reason: what they said were totally bullshit. But it still didn't take off the question mark in my head, instead, it added some exclamation mark in it.
Here's an example. One of my used-to-be best friend, now hates me a lot, her/his computer spoiled. Common thing to happen, isn't it? All right, I guess this doesn't have anything to do with me but there is still a link which I neglected. It was rumoured that I hacked his/her computer... What do we have to say here? To my friends who are reading, if you have anything to say about this, please tell me if not I will stay numb forever. Okay! So this is how things work in my school, everything is about me, everything bad. WOW! I kinda love it. hahahahaaha...
All right, so it's like that. You got the picture now, just hope that you can see mine.
But I told myself, I know you hate me, I am disgusting, I sucks, I am irritating, I control you a lot, I am big fat jerk but... but... after and before saying these, the Sun is still up there, above the clouds, looking down at us like ants. HAHA! That's it! The Sun!!!! It's still there!

So, what the heck?

Saturday

yesterday, Saturday, I got up early and with high difficulties as I slept quite late the other night before. Thomas was with me that night. So, my mum came holding the alarm clock into my room... I hated that sound "ring ring ring ring"... shit.. but still, I got up and get dressed. Packed some shirts then we got up Innova and went to the church for the gathering.
When we reached there, some friends and I helped to take all those stuffs on the small lorry. Then, we made a prayer to hope for protection for the whole trip. Later on, Thomas and I sat on the lorry and we headed to Sungai Petani, the day began.

The journey was short because we talked a lot... NBA, DOTA, friends and lots more.. so time flew without hesitation. We reached there, saw all the children. Most of them were Indians. They looked at us with a kind a amazement, don't know why but that was the feeling I got. After hearing some brief history of that orphanage centre, we started giving them biscuits, fruits, soups and stuffs la.. Then, we sang songs to them. It was nice because among us there were quite a number of new believers and it's nice to see them singing with their heart. I was playing the guitar with Brandon. OK, the song presentation was fine. Then we started talking to them. Too bad I didn't take my camera there, if not there would be loads of pictures. Talking about pictures, photograph, those children were like very surprise to see pictures. They liked to take picture and every time we took one, they will come happily and see the pictures. Funny. hahahaah.. We had a great time there, listening to the background stories of the children. Pity them... Some of them deserved a better life and yet bad things kept happening to them. How I wished I could have done more for them... After about 3 hours, we set off for lunch at Tesco. The food there was bearable but extremely expensive. What the hack, I won't come here again as far as I am concern. I went into the toilet to change my shirt for the waterfall later and I discovered something rather bullshit. The toilet, as usual, has two section, one is for female and male. All right, that's very normal but in the male section, there's another two different room, one is for Muslim and another is for non-Muslim. That's lame. Very lame. Why? Are they that special? Their urine is what, golden? They didn't wear underwear? Totally ridiculous, preposterous! Can't believe they would do something like that. Suak.. I can't do anything either.

Then, we took a long journey, though I was sleeping on Yee Shuen's shoulder, to Karangan. It's a name of the waterfall, rather peculiar though. All right, we reached there... I wanted to be nice time but.. frogs ruined it all. FROGS!!!! and mind you, they were DAMN big in size. Shit!!!! I hate frogs!!! So many of them all around the shore, stones.. Oh my.. GELI!!! So, instead of enjoying the natural scene, we spent most of our time chasing the frogs away.. =.="".. sad case.. hahahah. but that was how our time flew by with much enjoyment.

At about 6.30pm, we leaved for Sunway Carnival.. Well, everything was normal there. I got myself a book entitled Eragon. Loved it.. hahahaha... We head dinner there... and.. after some time of fellowship, we went back.

A nice day I would say. I enjoyed myself and also did something meaningful. What I got was to appreciate things around me.. yeah.. it sounded simple but it's vital... ^^

Moon

I gazed into the sky where the moon was hanging high. Bright rays shooting out from it, enlighten the streets across my house which were once dark and ghastly. The air was cold and comfortable. It will easily trap anyone in indulgence and nostalgia, thinking over the past.

There and then, I thought, what'd be the feeling if I can just walk side by side with my girlfriend along this road together with all these romantic scene? How's the feeling? If I really like that girl, I am sure that the feeling would be nice...
But now is not the time.. I would rather walk with my dog or my friends than the girl I liked, it would just attract too much attention and unnecessary worries which I might not be able to handle.
Yet, the feeling was still there... How nice to walk with the girl I like, holding her hand, maybe in silence or talking to each other... How nice...

Friends

On Friday night, everything started. Fist, I went to school... And err.. these are the few pictures that I got that night

These are my classmates... Happy to know them

You see that one using the cup covering her face? that's a funny one

Very old friends

Thomas and Chia Liang

I guess they have nothing much to do there

I started my presentation

Too busy to look at the camera.. hahahahahah ^^

Teachers and friends

Teachers children

Yineng and Yik Xiang

I had a great time there, even though the time was short. That night, I thought of something important. My time here is going to an end. Looking at al my friends, I felt sad because I have to leave them.. haiz... What to do?

Old friends like Shu Jiun, Suan Kai and Pay Chyi, I am going to miss them very much. I am pretty sure that it's hard to find friends like these in college or university.

Yoke Pei, Xin Kai, Siew Fen, Hui Mei, Teh and maybe more are also very close friends to me. Too bad I only knew them this year even though I have been together with them since Form 1... sad thing to realise.

So, I think that this song is really perfect to show my feelings towards my friends

这些年 一个人 风也过 雨也走 有过泪 有过错 还记得坚持甚麽 真爱过 才会懂 会寂寞 会回首 终有梦 终有你 在心中 朋友 一生一起走 那些日子 不再有 一句话 一辈子 一生情 一杯酒 朋友 不曾孤单过 一声朋友 你会懂 还有伤 还有痛 还要走 还有我

朋友 一生一起走 那些日子 不再有 一句话 一辈子 一生情 一杯酒 朋友 不曾孤单过 一声朋友 你会懂 还有伤 还有痛 还要走 还有我

I am very sure that you all know this is a song but this is no ordinary song. Please appreciate your friends with you now especially those who are still below 18 years old. Home town friends are hard to come by, appreciate every single second you have with them

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Okay, after that school thing, I went straight to KFC to put up another presentation. Here it is.

First time playing the violin on stage

Looking good~

How do we look?

^.^

So, these are the pictures. I just simply hope that I will have another chance to perform on the stage again ^^

Practise

Today is Thursday. By tomorrow night, I will be presenting at to different places. The first one is my school. Well, this presentation in my school, I didn't want it actually. But, something told me that it's time to show everybody who I really am apart from a loser and a freak. Besides, I just want to have some great time with one of friend who also loves music as much as I do and also to help her as she is the President of the Chinese Language Society. Oh yeah! That presentation is organised by my school's Chinese Language Society. So, I am going to play the piano there and the girl will sing. Just hope that everything will turn out nice and need. Let's pray.. ^^

And the second is big. The second one is right after my school's presentation which is at 7.30pm. This presentation is at 8.30pm. wow.. You can see the rush but I am sure that it is worth it. Now, this presentation is organised in front of Nibong Tebal's KFC by Tan Beng Huat. So, there would be many people and the most shocking one is that Lim Guan Eng is coming. Oh my!!! Scary.. What if something goes wrong? Oh my.. Must be more confident.. huhuhuhuhuhu~~~~

So, tonight I practised a lot.. For both of the presentations.. From 4.30pm till 10pm... tiring.. really tiring.. And the worst is that it is tired mentally!! That's worst part... I just seriously hope that all these practises will pay off..

Wish me luck!!!!!!!!