2010

This the second day I am in school.
Today I did many studying in my class, alone. The setting of my new class has the tendency to force me to study and study and study. Don't take me wrongly. It's not that my classmates are very diligent but honestly, apart from the guy beside me, I don't think there are any other people that would talk to me. hehe.. sounds like I am a bad guy, eh??? hehehehehe....
I studied my Sejarah and managed to finish up chapter one today. Felt satisfied.
I had Sivik in my time table today, the last two periods of the day. Surprisingly, the headmaster is my teacher for this particular subject. So it seems the mischief I did last year during Sivik lessons have to be put a stop.
The funny thing was that the headmaster seemed to be a story teller than a teacher. He kept telling psychological stuffs which were very boring indeed. And so, I allowed my thoughts to wander far far away from that premise.

I am form 5 now, 17 in age. Not too small yet not too big. kaka.. at least that's what the Chinese said. However, I am sitting for an official exam at the end of this year. Look how "small" am I??? Phew.. The feeling of this exam isn't that good but in the mean time, it isn't that bad. I am pretty sure that this year would pass in a blink of eye. Why would I say so?? Cause the same thing happened last year. I was so busy with school, studies, tuitions, church activities and my sports till I can't even know that 2009 is over. The feeling was terrifying. And all these aspects would maintain the same in amount but for studies, it would definitely add up more. So, I guess I am right that time will FLY.

Sitting on my chair, my body's there but the spirit wasn't, as if in a trance. Yet the headmaster continued on his "teaching". My thoughts landed on a year when I am 18 in age. That would be next year. That would be my day away from Sri Nibong. Honestly, I can't wait for that day to come! I was hungry and still am for a new environment. I want things to be different this time! New friends, new teachers, new thoughts... I just love it and dread for it.
Most probably I will continue my studies to form 6 next year. Thinking about next year, I started to think how would my SPM result be??? haha.. I am sure my brother would call me nerdy for this but sadly that's how I am. The thought of getting straight A's did occur to me ; so is no A at all. But lately I have been in touch with some friends who are now 19 in age. I discovered that it's not exactly necessary for us to get straight A's for SPM, of course, that's the ideal piece of magic. Even though you get all A's, you might be in the same class with students who only got 4 or 5 A's. That's the funny part. Wondering, I finally got to know that it's because this SPM is not recognize by other countries so it's not that important afterall. But of course, don't get straight 9G la.. hahaha..
By thinking so, I felt that the burden on my shoulders did lessen a bit. I guess all I can put is my best at the front line, see whether God accepts it.