Holiday here....
However the mood isn't there...
Today is Tuesday, got accounts tuition later...
This Thursday I am going out to Penang with friends...
I am sure it'd be really nice...
Many of them wanted to watch 2012...
Well, I have watched it and guess what I think about the show?
Here it is...
If the day of judgement is here...
Ain't no three big arks would save anything...
Don't you think so?
Or you think that I am just saying some shit here?
Well, if you really want to know something like 2012...
I suggest you refer to the Bible...
For all those adventure things...
It's another bullshit only kids would buy...
What do you think?!
The whole world collapsing is some sort of Spiderman show?
Come on!!!
For some "heroic" guys...
After watching that show..
Don't even think about saving your girlfriend when it really comes...



As for the coming December, what will be in stored for me?
Seriously hope that I will make full use of the time...
Not sleeping till 12pm like I did this morning...
You know the funny thing about waking up late...
Is that you still feel sleepy after waking up...
So I guess sleeping too long would make you sleepy.... FUNNY...

Studies, books, music...
During these few weeks...
Sports had definitely ran out of my life...
Due to rain, habit, lazy...
Bla bla bla...
But something told me that it's time to let go of it...
This Saturday...
There is this SUKPEN Ping Pong competition...
All right, I won't say that I am a good player...
But basically I am qualified to go and compete there..
However, my so called "coach"...
Didn't even say anything about it...
So, I won't be going...
Funny?
It's normal...
Sports in Malaysia...
Only for a healthy body...
Won't be any long term investment...


That's it....
Stay tuned....

Salutation!!!!

I had bola baling competition this morning. It was great, though my team got the third. I tried my best and sometimes, it's ain't enough.
What I want to share here is my respect for my coach, Cikgu Azam. He is a young guy,teaching and coaching as well. When I first entered the team, he was very warm but I just played my own stuffs as I ain't that close with him. However, the situation changed yesterday. Since I am having a competition tomorrow, I will need a pair of football shoes ( don't what's that called ). Well, I don't really play football, as a matter of fact, I don't play at all. So why must I have a football shoes? But here's the problem, without the shoe, I can't play. I asked for my Malay friends but none of them have extra shoes. Trouble..

At that time, my coach saw it. He stood there in silence for a while and walked to me, saying :" Lucas, kalau tak ada, tak apa. Nanti petang kamu pergi beli satu dan mai klaim dengan cikgu, ok?" I was like stunned. Wow... that's nice... I can't believe my ears.. " OK, cikgu!" I said that with gratitude. Thanks a lot. He really did solve the probelm there and then.

Now, it's not the end yet. After my tuition at 6.30pm, I went to N.T sports to purchase my shoe. Before that, I called my coach that I will be buying there. He said fine and I went there straight.

I reached there, shocked again. He was there, waiting for me. wow.. I gave him a smile and walked inside the shop. The shop keeper asked what shoe I want and of course, I looked at coach for the answer. He sat there and said, :" RM70 lah."
Again, I was stunned. He is willing to buy a pair of shoes for me for free?! This is unbelievable.

I opted for the best I can have with him paying the money. Then, he told me that, this shoe will be for me until next year. After that, he will keep it for the team, for any players who need a shoe. That sounds good to me as I won't need a football shoe at all. And then my curiosity got the better of me. I asked:" Cikgu tak klaim dengan skolah ke?"
" Tak lah, cikgu beli untuk team lah." He answered.
All right, this is just marvellous. He bought two pairs, which cost RM140, for the team without even thinking of getting his money back. I have played ping pong and basketball and never met a coach as generous and kind as this one. It's just awesome.

Immediately, I salute to him deep inside my heart. I respect him for his dedication for the team and mind you, I don't respect teachers in my school easily ^^...

Choices

Nothing in particular to post lately. It's just that my exam is over. However, the idea of having SPM next year really detracted from the pleasure of having the exams behind me... The feeling is that I didn't do well this exam, so, what if this is SPM? It sounds strange but, indeed, it's scaring me.

After the exam I didn't feel happy as I should. I felt more like a guy standing in the middle of the sea. The horizon has no limit, the sky has no limit. It's not freedom though, as I said the idea of SPM always haunted me. But the difference between the time before exam and after exam, is that I have the feeling that I got many choice to make. I can do anything but whether it's worth it, it's up to me to decide. Of course, it have been like this since a long time but somehow I just didn't realise until now.. akakakaka.. And so here they are, many choice in my mind to make. Even tonight, whether or not to post this is one of the choices.

For morning, I can choose whether to go to school or stay at home. Well, this already made a dozen of choice for me to opt. If I go to school, I can be with my friends and I would feel nice and happy but I will definitely be wasting my time; if I stay at home, most probably I will wake up around 9.30am, then laze around, or do some homework. It doesn't much interesting but it's worth it. HAHA! And here I am standing in the middle of a cross-road: enjoyment or the other one? kekeke.. choices

For afternoon, I can either stay at home, do some reading and play some games or go outside to have a game of basketball. Staying home would be much worth it as I get to finish my story books and have a nice time with myself; going outside won't ensure that I will definitely have excitement. I might have a good game or the other way. I might also meet some new friends or enemies. hahaha.. And so here it is... Choices to make.. Which one?

I won't dare to say more about the night ( lazy ^_^ ). I have to figure out something so that I can choose what's right and good for me. I am very sure that if I can make wise choices, next year's SPM would not be a problem. But what if I fail? jeezzz....

warm in the process of cold

This week is packed with examssssssssss.... Personally, I don't really have any expectations for this exam as I didn't really prepare much and much of my preparations are last minute ones. However, I take this exam as a driving force to push me to study because without an exam, honestly, I won't study that hard. And so I studied almost every night during the week. It was indeed boring but sometimes when I get indulge in it, the feeling is really remarkable. You will feel like you are enjoying something beneficial and good to you. That kind of feeling compared with the feeling after a victorious computer game is completely different. But sadly my nose problem always disturb me and put an end to my enjoyment.

In school, usually, time walks in a slow pace with us as the victims but now, it runs, flies. After finishing a paper, checking it over again, all you have to do is to sleep and the time will just slip past without alerting you. It's a shame that we aren't allowed to bring any books in it if not the time could be spent in a much better way than sleeping ^^.

Last Monday, which is just yesterday, I went to the Josephine's Anniversary Concert. I had a great time there, met some new friends and some pretty girls. kakaka.. too bad I didn't bring my camera. I played the piano, violin and did some singing. It was indeed a fun but I felt strange to enjoy so much when the exam is only tomorrow. A slight remorse was there in me..

Now going to school is different. It has become a compulsory thing that I have to do on a daily basis. The days are cold lately, I guess that's the main reason my nose is aching. Not only the weather but also the atmosphere in my school. I don't know, again, why but everyone is just giving me a cold shoulder. Some might act to be warm but I know well that I am irritating to them. Maybe I am wrong, not everyone. In the process of this “isolation” towards me, I discovered some true friends. I like them and I can get along with them very well. They are much better than those whom I spent my time with. Those whom I thought that are true friends always let me down. They accused me for something I didn't do and bla bla bla la.. I don't care AT ALL la but what I am trying to say here is that I got myself some nice friends and I will try everything I can to appreciate them. Thank God for them... Friendship forever ^^