Well, for quite some time, maybe about 7 months, I am like having lots of problem to socialise with these "aliens" in my class thus causing me to feel very "sien". Now I think about it, I kind of like segregates myself.. honestly, I admit that it was my fault.
Even though the situation is like that, I ain't stupid enough to just sit around and let things around me to torment me.. NO! I ain't that kind of person who sits and do nothing when something is causing me to feel uneasy. So, I got to know this Xin Kai. If you did follow my other posts, you can see that this guy has been quite good with me and I appreciate his presence a LOT. But still, I think that the class's condition is dry and icy.
Things maintain the way they were till today. Well, for your information, Xin Kai had some problem with the girl he likes and he was asking for my help. Definitely, I helped him and it worked out.. He felt happy and I felt great too. Through this whole process I realise that hey, this guy actually gain my care so much... I couldn't believe it myself and of course I accept this fact rather happily. The best thing is, while I was solving this problem, I have a deep conversation with two girls in my class. All right, these two girls, seriously, I don't really care about them at all, AT ALL. What they do I didn't care that much, what they think didn't even pass through my mind.. In short, I don't care about them that much. But after that conversation which was mend to help Xin Kai, turned out to be helping me myself. I didn't know why, through that, I got to know a lot about them and for the first time in my life, they were listening to me attentatively. I couldn't believe it, their expressions were like, wow, can't believe this guy could talk so much. Wakakakaka.. So, after that, I did solve his problem and at the same time, I got myself two new friends... and... they are both female.. kekekekekez.... GREAT!!!!
After this, I kind of think that actually these people in my class, they ain't that weird, maybe not all of them... Even though lately I can feel that some used-to-be-friends are like shedding of from me, there are other much better people around me.. hehehe.. great feeling...
3 comments:
Everybody wants to be a friend, if they can. -___-
haha
so class will be not that bored lo???
Daniel: Don't understand what are you talking about... @@
Elin: that's still unpredictable.... ^^
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