Pigeon

Exam was finally over!!! haha... base on the topic of my blog, you can say that after the exam I was like a pigeon released from the cage of books.. hahaha...
But, that's not what I wanted to talk about.

Today, I didn't go to school, wanted to take some rest at home reading my books, DOTA and sorts la.. But things weren't that nice for me. My dad hurt his spinal cord, thank God it wasn't a major injury. However, the injury had caused him to have some moving difficulties. Thus, as the boy of my the family, I have to stand up and move around.. hahaha.. In other words, you can say that I was my father's "leg" =.=

And so, my father gave me some tasks to do, for example, take my motor to my shop and deliver a document to a group of enterpriser. Sounds important eh? Of course!! My father is an important man!! hahaha.. And so that's what I did even though the sun was burning hot.

As usual, I ride fast as the road permited me to. I saw a group of pigeons in front of me, well, that's usual. I hon a little bit to shoo them off, they did as I wanted them to, fly away. ok.. fine.. After thinking that everything is well, I saw one pigeon which was quite fat, still struggling to get into the air, too bad, my velocity was fast and I was close to it.

SHIT!!!! BANG!!

That damn pigeon hit right into my face!!!! I lose a little bit of control.. The pain was disgusting!!! And right at the moment I felt dirty! MAN!! A pigeon! shit!!!...

So, that's why my topic is , it's doesn't signify freedom but disgust...

When I just entered the church Y.P, I played the drum and I rock at it.. The pianist was usually Danny, he was good also. We had great times together. After about two or three years, he finished his SPM and wanted to leave for K.L. At that time, I was sad cause I would have to play the piano and not the drum, even if I play the drum, there won't be anyone to play the piano... So I was obliged to play the piano.. >.<

However, I din't blaim anything cause it was God's work..

My friend, Thomas, was interested in the drum. Well, fine, I thought him but it was a hard time as he did not get in touch with music at all... He knows little about the bits, tempo and timing.. And what's worse, these stuffs are very hard to teach, there are in you... So, you can see how hard it is. I can only teach him the theory part but he can't use it for regular songs.

I admit, at the first stage, I was frustrated. Can't believe it took so long for him to understand. I played a lot for him to see but he just can't do it.. At that moment, my mind was like :" Fine, I just play my piano.. Fine..." I was dissapointed cause no one can play the drum but I kept quiet..

Last night, we sang a song, Open The Eyes of My Heart. It was a great song proposed by Jerry. It's a new to all of us, even me. So, Jerry thought us to sing. I didn't know why, Thomas actually played well for this song! All the timing problem which he usually has, all dissapeared! He can even "row" with perfect timing and beat! Wow!!! Because of that, he enlighten the whole Y.P to sing.. Great!!

Later on, I played some songs for him.. Well, he did great!! Really!! Amazing.. I was very happy.. Kept smiling like never before. It seems like I have now a band of my own.. hahaha..

Me= Piano, drum, violin or bonggo
Thomas = Drum
Brandon = Guitar
Kanggo = bonggo, piano ( coming to be )

Great!!! I am really happy with this.. All we need to do is work harder and we could perform and serve our God with our best!! Gambateh, my friends!@!!!

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OK.. what do we have for these few days..
well well well...

( Brain turning and tuning to get to the main line )

Ah uh!! Got it..
Well fellow friends, these few days, I think it's from Friday to Saturday, a lot of bad things happened to me. Well, the bad things here doesn't mean that I went smoking or raping some girls, it's just that these two days weren't good, they made me say and frustrated.

Well, on Friday, I got a terrible news about school stuffs which involve one of my dear friend. Well, I can say that that matter happened based on 50% of misunderstanding and 50% of my fault. Well, it has been quite some time since I made a big mistake. It involved some teachers and bla bla bla la. However, that incident tought me a lot and because of that, I can now look back at that case and type "HAHAHA". You can say that even it's not a good thing to happen but however, I was glad it happened. Made me knew a lot about some people. I am so happy!!! Of course, I didn't mean that I would want it to happen again.. no no no..

On Saturday, after my physics tuition, Thomas, Brandon, Kango and I went to my school to have a nice game of basketball just to release the tension after 2 hours of momentum, inertia and force stuffs. All right, at the beginning was fun. We splitted into two teams, that means 2vs2. Wow.. So nice.. I don't care if we played badly or stupidly.. nah.. I don't care, What I care is that we had fun and it helped foster a nice frienship in us. I just love it. Everything was just fine until my brother, Jerry and Michael came. Well, you can say they are our respected seniors but, however, they destroyed the joy we had. They were like shouting at us and commenting on our skills and bla bla bla la. It wasn't a basketball game anymore, it was like a shouting arena with many negative comments.. jeee.. so sienzzz... After that, I can't control my temper and dissatisfaction anymore. Thus, I called Jerry and talked to him. We had a heated coversation, I listed out my points.. all sorts of points la.. Thank goodness that he discover his mistake and he apologised. Great.. fine..

Anyway, though these two things ended up quite happily, I just feel some kind of sadness within my heart. Eveytime my mind passes through these two inceidents, I can taste bitterness and sour. I don't know why. Well, I deeply hope that things could turn better especially the exam. After many hard times preparing for the exam, I would want to get some rest and some fun together with my friends, I do not want anymore sad-causing things to happen. Enough.

Boring

Even though I am sitting for my B.M paper tomorrow, however, I still feel calm and easy.. cool and easy ... ^^.. I don't feel very nervous or something like that..
well, life in school turned out to be lonely and uninteresting as everyone is digesting their own books but me, well, what I do is loitering around as my class is damn hot. Nothing special lately except for some problems... well.. that problems really caused me to lose my energy or spirit to do anything.. funny.. Now only I realise how much that thing affects me.. fine..

well, actually I don't have anything to post but somehow I just wanted to visit my blog and blog something.. anything.. whatever..

I composed a song the other day.. not long ago.. That song was composed mainly for a friend.. well.. you see, something wrong happened and I felt sad and down.. Funny, even when I was in a low mood, yet I still can compose a song which bring out some sad elements.. haha.. not bad ah.. lol.. Thomas, Brandon and Kango said it was a good song only if you know the main purpose of me composing it... I hope I can let someone dear to me listen.. hehe..

The wheather lately is terrible. So, to my friends out there studying as well as my brother and also to me and my friends around me, watch out...What's worse, this unpleasent wheather plus the coming of exam really make me sick... yucks.. so sienzz... got to study and pay attention during this hot wheather.

jee.. I guess that's all for today.. Hope I can score well in my PTP examination..