I will be back...

From Friday to Tuesday, my parents, together with my grandmother, will be in Guang Dong, China.. Due to some reasons, my elder brother, younger brother and I won't be going.. In other words, we would be alone in Nibong Tebal for 5 days... totally alone...

However, now that my brother is 18 years old, I no longer feel like we are some sorts of danger all by ourself. Life's still normal without my parents but that doens't mean that i don't need them, it's just that I feel independent. That's a part of growing in life.

Since the exam is over, I have some free times to do my own things. What should I do? Everytime I go online there's no one to talk to, even if there is, they are always away or busy... =.=.. Life's indeed normal and better away from my class but however, it's quiet.. Somehow, I like it !! ^^

As I grow bigger, I am no longer as noisy as I was when I was young... talking everyday, asking everyday... Haha.. Now, I just like to do my own things especially reading.. wow.. I love reading.. haha.. But again, that doesn't mean that I hate talking to people.. Oh yes I like to talk to my families and friends that I care for..

Home is nice.. Home together with friends is also nice... Hope that I won't have to go back to school again.. But I have to face the reality.. The reality is that Methodist wants to smack us to the maximum in the debate competition.. This is one thing that I cannot allow it to happen with me around.. This is one of the reality. I have to go to school to take back my pride and dignity, afterall, I am the brother of the best speaker in SPS in the year 2008. I won't let them to smear my school's name.. Little the chance that I have to win, I will fight to the end and lose with pride. Oh yes I will.. Besides, my school's ping pong team needs me. haha.. Although I ain't that good but I am one of the best in my school. The competition is just around the corner... I will get some medals back. Yes I will... Another thing, next week is the bola baling competition... This is the first year I am taking part in this sport and I am in the school team.. Cool... They need me too.. Most importantly, my dear friends need me too. Some of my friends need me to watch their back, some of them need me as their company, some of them need me to teach them to ponteng once in a while... =.=

I cannot just lay my ass at home doing nothing... I don't care how lame my class is, how cold are some people to me, how foolish are those teachers, how reluctant I am to wake up in the morning, I will be there... And if anyone who reads this is in the same school with me, if you need my help, I will oblige myself to help...

Welcome to the reality world, Lucas...