A New Hope

A few weeks have passed, signifying the coming of SPM and Trial.
Of course, I am studying hard but I don't think that's the best I have. I can study even harder but there are too many disturbance and attractions around me. Walao. This DotA la, hard to get rid of it. Damn.. It's just too captivating and it's hard to say no to it, especially when friends call for it. Lao eh.. hard to reject but I have to work harder on this. STOP STOP STOP!!!!!!!!!

If any of you wants to know about the recent update of my school, I have only one thing to say and you have only one main thing to notice : the increasing number of couples.
OK, that's it but rest assured, I am the one contributing to the raise in number of couples. I am still SINGLE and will be in this state until...until.. until...sorry but I don't have an actual date for it. Sad but never mind. I take this as a challenge to test my determination towards the changes around me and I will succeed. Once success is within my grasp, there will be peace....

But it is hard to deny the fact that I am a little bit lonely. At first I thought that I feel like this because I want one but after some serious meditation, I am sure that I have the right to feel so cause most of my friends have to accompany their GF. So, I am left alone. Ok.. Great. I can't do anything for that. Maybe there is something hidden behind this sudden loneliness. Maybe there is something I need to settle or solved with my current situation. Hmmmm.. Maybe... yeah.. maybe...

Besides, the days left for me to play around in SMKSN are decreasing. It seems like it's time for me to appreciate it. Hahaha.. But honestly, I will miss my days here.. Ping pong competition.. Friends.. I will miss them.

Hmmmm.. That's all la.. Stay tuned..