Friends

Life seems to be so quiet and peaceful just like the weather here, so comfortble as the rain falls almost every day at twilight which is just enough to put the ground to a nice temper.

It has miserably became my daily routine to wake up at the same time every morning, 6.30am which would torment me almost everyday. And so I was tormented this morning but I won the ghost in me. I went to school and saw my friend Xin Kai there.
Class went on as usual with the teacher singing infront but today I didn't feel so sleepy as the weather was cold and very comfortable. I didn't even sweat, which was a miracle for me as I sweat a lot. The scenery outside my class was looking sad. The sky was grey instead of blue. It's as though it was going to cry while we are so happy. I found myself indulged at the outside view until I felt someone called my name. "Lucas", I came back to reality and looked to source of the sound. Oh, it was Xin Kai. “Yeah? Wassup?"， I asked him. He frowned, looking despair and some what dissapointed. I was definitely sure that he got something to tell me. " Come on, wassup?" I asked again, sounding more gentle now.
And that is what I heard.
"Why she doesn't care about me? Why must she deny my existence? Am I that bad? The only thing is just that I like her, nothing more！Why must she act like that?", he asked with a some anger in his tone.
Upon hearing this, I felt concern for him as well as a feeling of sympathy. I smiled kindly like I never smile before to him, patted him on his back and signed together with him. I seriously was numb with his question even though I knew how to answer him and I was definitely sure that I could put a smile on his countenance. At the mean time, same feeling possesed my mind in a different angle. Why are girls like that? Like my brother said, if a girl likes you, no matter how a scumbag you are, you will always be the appple of her eye; but, if a girl has no feelings for you, no matter how angle-like you are, they won't mind to care about you or even your existence. From no where, a thought came into my mind, girls and boys could never be together in a close bond unless through marriage or a very strong friendship which is extremely rare to find. However, if a boy or a girl force his or herself to befriend the oppopsite sex, they would probably lost their friends who are the same sex as they are. Simply speaking, if a boy force himself to get along with girls and succeed it, he would mostly lost his "boys" friend. This could be seen through "pondan". Wow, you would be astonished how they, as males, get along with cold-blooded girls so well but they are not warmly welcomed in the mist of guys, same thing goes for girls. So guys, what do you think with my thought? Of course, this is just a general speaking, there might be exceptions.

After feeling satisfied with my thoughts, I looked at Xin Kai again, smiled and said :"Well, if you don't mind, you still have me on your side." Instantly, he smiled and got back to his work. I felt happy for him. Afterall, he is the only friend I got in this barmy class.

I looked at my timetable, gosh, doubld Chinese today. Well, i don't really look forward to it. I sat there and wait for Pn. Tan to come with Yineng at my side, talking craps^^. Everything got even more lame when she wanted us to do some kind of activity by knowing our own troubles in life, as if we are going to tell her all >.<... Fine! I took out a papper and wrote there, have to wake up at 6.30am in the morning, terrible. That's all I wrote. Then, I sat there talking about DOTA with Yineng and Teh.

After some what an hour, she took a paper and read it out loud :" Nowadays, true friends are so hard to find, what should I do?" Well, that was another students problem. I gave a slight smile which was unnoticeable and continued my conversation.

" Finding a friend depends on fate, if you have any fate with any people, you won't have one but that is not suppose to happen."

I heard that and quickly look up. Surprisingly, everyone was aggreeing to this statement. I can't believe this. And then, someone called my name to give some opinion on this matter and so I said :"If you all depend solely on fate, in that case, you won't have a friend for a millenium. What's worst, you would take "no fate" as an excuse which would cause you to lose your friends." Well, I have best friends in life, damn good they are and so I was sure what I said was true, but, it was denied. Pn. Tan said that fate no doubt plays an important role in friendship. I frowned slightly and returned to my conversation. Pn. Tan also said that during our secondary lifes, we will have true friend at that stage. We would also have new true friends when we enter into university or college. What nonsense, I said this in my heart. But, Yineng beside me couldn't control. He shouted out :" OH! That's why girls they all are exploiting each other and couldn't find true friends as bare in mind they know that they would have new friend in the future. That's it?"
Good say, I told him. But they all didn't care. Sigh... I won't mind to tell them how wrong they are about friends as none of them really appreciate FRIEND.

I have my own ways and opinion about friends which I think is good as I indeed have 3 true friends beside me. People nowadays are selfish and self-centered. They know nothing about friend. To them, their studies, they success are the most important, human realationship is depends on fate. LEMA! I certainly have many opinions about such thinking as I am in the midst of people who possess such thoughts.

I just want to say here, friends are next to family which is nex to God. Appreciate your one and only true friend.