"Come on, let's have a game of basketball together!"
"No, no, I am exhausted, sorry..."
"Oh, come on! PMR is just over! Let's have a nice game together."
"Erm.. All right then, we will meet you guys at Seri Nibong."
I was happy. Finally I can have a nice time together with Suan Khai. They said that his busketball technique has improved drastically. Well, this is the time to see. Thus, James, Tommy and I waited anxiously for his group to arrive. At the mean time, we did some basic training to catch back our standard as it has been some time since we played due to PMR. ( It's finally over!!!!)
6.15pm.......6.30pm....( Where are they??).... 7pm...
"It's enough!!", said James angrily.
" I think we have been trick,", said I. " They are not coming. Hey, let me make a phone call to his house in case there is any misunderstanding." "All right then, here's my phone." And thus i took James handphone and dial Suan Khai' house number.
Tut tut... tut tut... "Hello?" I heard Suan Khai's voice in the phone, I was shocked.
"Hey, aren't you coming??"
"Oh, I am sorry, I...I have to go out for... for dinner. Sorry," he said it nervously. That's not all, I heard some laughters at the back. Laughters?? Can it be true?? Yes, it is true.
"Well, in that case, ermm... bye." I didn't know what to say. So James was right, we were trick. Great...
How can he do this to us? Afterall, we were friends for 6 solid years. Well, it is obvious that this 6 years didn't mean anything to him, nothing at all... great.... What a foolish way to trick a friend...
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Friday, September 19, 2008
thanks.. thanks a alot...
Seniors who cared for me, i thank you from the deapth of my heart.. hope you all can achieve great success!!
Thursday, September 18, 2008
pray
Pray... It is important. Let me tell you a story about me.....
I remember my results during the Ujian Penilaian 2 which was a month ago. Honestly, those numbers made me hated myself. They were terrible!!! I can't believe my own eyes. Even my strongest subject, Science, I fail to achieve good marks. How embarrassing. All my classmates got good results except for some Malays ( 50 is their best results ). How I wished I can just found somewhere to hide my result but unfortunately, I wasn’t allowed to do so. Everyone came asking for my result as I usually get good result in my Science.
I can’t lie nor can I ignore them. I had to admit my failure. And so I said reluctantly : “ 60… that’s all…”
Instantly they walked away without trying to comfort me or do something that would made me felt much better. Again, I was humiliated. I can’t say anything because this world is base on this concept : survival of the fittest. In that situation, I ain’t the fit one. Thus, I can just maintain silent but deep down in my heart I vowed to regain my usual result as well as my pride.
Fortunately, I was a man of my word. I worked hard, very hard. I did a lot of exercises. Everyday I kept revising my Science without neglecting other subjects.
Not long after that, another challenger arrived- PMR Percubaan. This challenger is no ordinary challenger like that one before. Yet, I was ready and full of confidence. “ I will get back my result. I will be back!” These few words was in my heart every time I took out my Science book.
Before the exam day, I prayed to my best friend as well as my protected- Jesus. I prayed and prayed and God gave me this
“ I cry aloud to the Lord, and he answers me from his holy hill. Psalms 3: 4”. After reading this, I prayed again. I begged for a better result this time and after that, I slept.
The next day, I entered class and get ready for the exam. Not long after that, my Science teacher entered my class and immediately gave out the exam papers. Without hesitation, I took my pen and started answering the questions……
After a week, the same teacher entered into the same class. This time, she was here to distribute our Science paper. I was nervous. Will I fail again? Will I fail again? And then the teacher announced that there was only five students who achieved an A for their Science.
Oh my!!! Am I one of them? Or am I not?
“Pelajar pertama, Khalish, Kiren, Wong Yoke Pei, Blake Lim…… Lucas…
Tahniah kepada pelajar-pelajar tersebut”
Those were the words that make me jump out of excitement. How happy I was!!!! Finally!!! The other students looked at me with an admiring expression. I was very very happy!!!!!
What I can say is, thanks, Lord……
I can’t lie nor can I ignore them. I had to admit my failure. And so I said reluctantly : “ 60… that’s all…”
Instantly they walked away without trying to comfort me or do something that would made me felt much better. Again, I was humiliated. I can’t say anything because this world is base on this concept : survival of the fittest. In that situation, I ain’t the fit one. Thus, I can just maintain silent but deep down in my heart I vowed to regain my usual result as well as my pride.
Fortunately, I was a man of my word. I worked hard, very hard. I did a lot of exercises. Everyday I kept revising my Science without neglecting other subjects.
Not long after that, another challenger arrived- PMR Percubaan. This challenger is no ordinary challenger like that one before. Yet, I was ready and full of confidence. “ I will get back my result. I will be back!” These few words was in my heart every time I took out my Science book.
Before the exam day, I prayed to my best friend as well as my protected- Jesus. I prayed and prayed and God gave me this
“ I cry aloud to the Lord, and he answers me from his holy hill. Psalms 3: 4”. After reading this, I prayed again. I begged for a better result this time and after that, I slept.
The next day, I entered class and get ready for the exam. Not long after that, my Science teacher entered my class and immediately gave out the exam papers. Without hesitation, I took my pen and started answering the questions……
After a week, the same teacher entered into the same class. This time, she was here to distribute our Science paper. I was nervous. Will I fail again? Will I fail again? And then the teacher announced that there was only five students who achieved an A for their Science.
Oh my!!! Am I one of them? Or am I not?
“Pelajar pertama, Khalish, Kiren, Wong Yoke Pei, Blake Lim…… Lucas…
Tahniah kepada pelajar-pelajar tersebut”
Those were the words that make me jump out of excitement. How happy I was!!!! Finally!!! The other students looked at me with an admiring expression. I was very very happy!!!!!
What I can say is, thanks, Lord……
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
friends of mine... interesting
Friends. I have lots of things to talk about friends.
They play an important role in my life. Without them, my life would be miserable ( only for certain friends ). Well, generally they bring joy to me. Joy, fun, happiness… They make my life more contented. And yet, sometimes, they make life complicated. haha!! This is what I call meaningful. Their problems are also mine ; my problems are also theirs. How interesting.
“ A friend in need is a friend indeed”. It’s definitely true. Whenever there is any problems in my life, they would definitely know. ( I wonder, how do they know???) When they know, they would take prompt actions and rest assure, all they do is for the sake of me.
I can’t really find a way to express my gratitude to them, or you can say that it is impossible to do so. I do hope I could maintain our friendship no matter how long it would be.
Well, these are my best friends:
1) Thomas
2) Elin
3) Brandon
4) Jacky
5) Maybe more to come… ^^
from left: Brandon, Jacky and Thomas...
They play an important role in my life. Without them, my life would be miserable ( only for certain friends ). Well, generally they bring joy to me. Joy, fun, happiness… They make my life more contented. And yet, sometimes, they make life complicated. haha!! This is what I call meaningful. Their problems are also mine ; my problems are also theirs. How interesting.
“ A friend in need is a friend indeed”. It’s definitely true. Whenever there is any problems in my life, they would definitely know. ( I wonder, how do they know???) When they know, they would take prompt actions and rest assure, all they do is for the sake of me.
I can’t really find a way to express my gratitude to them, or you can say that it is impossible to do so. I do hope I could maintain our friendship no matter how long it would be.
Well, these are my best friends:
1) Thomas
2) Elin
3) Brandon
4) Jacky
5) Maybe more to come… ^^
from left: Brandon, Jacky and Thomas...
Exam.. PMR...
PMR.. PMR... PMR
These three words... P, M, R really bring lots of misery into my life. How i wish it can just vanish into thin air. Oh, how I wish. But, can it just vanish???? Well, that's out of reality.
Students are really funny (including me). We never like do the things that's good for us. For example: studying, sleeping early and lots more. What make us into this?? God?? Devil?? I always wonder, why i never like to accept good advises as well as doing good things.
Interesting. Interesting indeed.
Doing good things= good for me
Doing bad things= bad for me
What I like = bad things ( usually ^^)
Better get rid of this bad habit as fast as possible if not this would cause me to fail in my PMR.
Good luck, all PMR contestants!!!!!
These three words... P, M, R really bring lots of misery into my life. How i wish it can just vanish into thin air. Oh, how I wish. But, can it just vanish???? Well, that's out of reality.
Students are really funny (including me). We never like do the things that's good for us. For example: studying, sleeping early and lots more. What make us into this?? God?? Devil?? I always wonder, why i never like to accept good advises as well as doing good things.
Interesting. Interesting indeed.
Doing good things= good for me
Doing bad things= bad for me
What I like = bad things ( usually ^^)
Better get rid of this bad habit as fast as possible if not this would cause me to fail in my PMR.
Good luck, all PMR contestants!!!!!
what?!
What is happening....???
Sometimes, I find that being a good guy is never an easy task. People tend to say that you are forcing your way through but it's funny when those people who gave such comments were the ones who are in trouble and low educated. Yet, these sort of things really really trouble me.
Maybe there's been some errors in my "good guy" concept. Am I right? Well, I hope I am right if not I have really run out of ideas why are they always giving negative comments about me.
Sometimes, I find that being a good guy is never an easy task. People tend to say that you are forcing your way through but it's funny when those people who gave such comments were the ones who are in trouble and low educated. Yet, these sort of things really really trouble me.
Maybe there's been some errors in my "good guy" concept. Am I right? Well, I hope I am right if not I have really run out of ideas why are they always giving negative comments about me.
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