2010 SPM result

Actually I don't have much to say. Just wanna update my blog.
So, tomorrow I will be taking my SPM result.
Kinda nervous but I don't think it would affect me much as I am already studying now. However, I pray for a good result.
Most importantly, I am quite worried for my friends. I do really and sincerely hope that their result can shine as brightly as possible. Cause, if their results are good, they will be able to get scholarship for their tertiary education. My friends are smart people and I am sure that they deserve the very best. So, I hope all of us can have an awesome results.
I am pretty sure I will see some "new" friends tomorrow. "New" as in their physical appearance. LOL. That's for sure. It feels really strange when we used to be all like students and suddenly,just suddenly 3 months had passed. The speed of time never fail to impress me.
So guys, for those who are taking their results tomorrow, all the best!!! May God bless!!!!

Farewell...

one to the south.. another to the north..
one to the east.. another to the west...

separation...

Goodbye...

See you next time...

take care...

Miss you so much...

There won't be a gathering which will last forever...

Why must good friends and lovers separate??

Who can really describe the feeling???

Who can understand???

The one you wish to spend quality time with, yet you have to look at his/her back... fading away from your horizon... There's nothing much to do about it... all that can be done is a simple waive of the hand, telling you bye bye, see you again... yet.. what does that "again" means?? Does it have a certain time frame??

Saying goodbye is really hard...
Walking away from the one you appreciate most is really hard..
Cause you'll never know when will you see him/her again...
Unpredictable....

emo post

早知道爱会这样伤人
情会如此难枕
当初何必太认真

早明白梦里不能长久
相思不如回头
如今何必怨离分

除非是当作游戏一场
红尘任它凄凉
谁能断了这情份
除非把真心放在一旁
今生随缘聚散
无怨无悔有几人

一生中最重要的人

每当一个人问起这个问题，给现在的社会来说，自然而然就会讲是妻子或老公，其他的就不用想了，一定是那一位的了。

可是问题就在这边，一定是吗？？？肯定是吗？？？纵然你身边有着很多对你有恩的人，你一生中最重要的人一定就是你的女朋友了？？？一定就是你的老婆了？？？

现在的青少年里，有男女朋友的，不计其数。放眼看过去，还真普遍得紧。身边有伴侣，有人爱，也有人给你爱，可能已经是很正常的了。可是，不正常的是，他们之间的感情。

身为一个男生，我就从男生的角度来看了啦，女生的呢，嘿嘿，我还不是很清楚。

我身边的朋友一旦有了女朋友，身边的朋友就不要了。例子：一位男的通常下午都会打篮球，可是有了女朋友之后，因为要陪她或者女朋友不给他打，他就不打了。当朋友问起，他很理所当然地说，不要，女朋友不给，我要陪女朋友，就转身走了，把那些曾经和他一起快乐，一起伤心的死党丢在后面为了满足女朋友。

问起他时，他会说，女朋友目前是我最重要的人。当他这样说时，通常都会很满意，很自足地说。如果女朋友在旁边更惨 ！可是，好好地去思考，这个满意的感觉，这个满足，是值得的吗？是对的吗?是理智的吗？

好，我们用logic来看。

小明的好朋友，很好很好很好的，曾经帮了他很多。从一年级到中五是知己来的。两个人有难同当。经济上，学业上，社交上都从来不寂寞。一天，小明认识了小花。他们传了电，喜欢了对方，就牵手了。手一牵上去，那位小花在小明心里的地位自然而然地提升，甚至高过他的好朋友。

我们来想想，小明的好朋友以前，现在可能未来都帮了他那么多。那种的交情，不是普通的。他们之间所付出的一切更是另人佩服。但是，因为小明喜欢小花，小花就重要过小明的好朋友。这个算什么？因为爱所以爱？因为他喜欢她所以她比他更重要？因为小花是女的所以她有特权？因为喜欢的滋味很爽？

想来想去，一句话：不逻辑。

现在很多男生为了满足自己的女朋友而得罪了自己的朋友，甚至失去了自己本来的个性来配合那个女的。这样看来，那个女的是你生命中最重要的人？？？就因为你喜欢她，她喜欢你？？？

这种问题，还是让自己来回答的好。

对于那些很要男朋友的注意力，要男友这样那样的女生，其实你们很自私。因为他是你的男朋友所以他就是你的了？你有权利叫他不要这个不要那个为了个人的利益？可能那个男的没有个性，没有脊椎骨，可是你身为一个人，身为别人的女朋友，不应该利用那份感情来满足自己。

真正的喜欢，真正的爱，不是要求这个要求那个，而是付出那个付出这个。

嗯～如果你们还有什么意见，不妨说出来，分享分享

General idea of my life now

Second week in KDU.

Everything is progressing as routinely as possible. The classes, the time, the location and the activities after it. For now, I am spending 5 days per week in Penang in my so-called hostel. These 5 days pass by easily. Without knowing it, a day has gone and you can never get it back. The other 2 days I spend them in NT. Though it's only 2 days, I feel like these 2 days are much longer than those 5 days. Funny.

I am getting used to college life but something never change, you have to pay attention in classes just like in secondary and primary level. But for me, I prefer it here in college where the lecturers respect the students. They don't bring a "rotan" around and shut your mouth with it, or maybe express your authority through that miserable wood. What they do is they listen to your thoughts and consider it. If it's wrong, they will explain to you. Isn't that how learning should be???

One thing to be noticed, I really hope to meet the students from the next intake which is about 2 weeks from now. For now, it's only 2 of us in a class. At first it's suppose to be 3 but another one just dropped and terminated the course cause he is going over to India. So, it's just two of us. =.=. That kind of feeling when there's only two students in a class can be seen on my lecturers face every lessons. As a conclusion, I do hope desperately that the March intake will have more students.

But every time I am in Penang, whenever I feel lonely or boring, I keep reminding myself about my friends back in NT. They are waiting for me to return home and have a nice time with them. The feeling of having a group of nice people who are close to you waiting for you to return is really encouraging and comforting. That kind of morale support can really be converted into an energy which can push you to do whatever you want. LOL

And so, I just want to do my best while I am here in Penang, meaning, study real hard. Then when I get back to NT, I enjoy my 2 days there to the max.. hahaha