给你们的一些话～

Merry Christmas everyone..
So many hours spent in the church.
So many hours spent with the same group of people.
Time is really something magnificent.
Some says that it is the best remedy of life. Some says that it can only disrupt.
But I say that it can create.
A group of young people around the age of 12 to 15 has been main social scenery recently. We had been spending quality time together preparing for the coming Christmas.
We danced, we acted, we sang.
Sounds great huh???
NO! It was very exhausting. VERY!
I was caught exhausted and out of temper at times. I regretted them.
Yet, the passing of time had built up our bonding. Together, we fell and stood up again. Together, we were sad and happy. Together, we smiled and threw tantrum. For the past two weeks, we did so many things together.
All that we prepared, was for 23rd and 24th night.
In other words, Christmas brought us together. God brought us together.
I sincerely thank God for that.
As everything is moving pass our current position, I start to feel and know that I will miss this bunch of teenagers.
I love them as who they are and who they were. Nevertheless, will I be able to see what they will be?
There're something that I want to say to them.

To Michelle >>> 遵守神的教导是你的优点。继续保持。适当的时候，学习放开自己，不要被自己捆绑；适当的时候，学习约束自己，不要让自己成了自己的绊脚石。对的时候做，想，说，对的事情，便是成熟。

To 美瑜>>> 负责任的价值观一向来都被你重视。你是一个有主见，有意见的人。学习发表。你被很多个人因素捆绑着。学习释放自己，你就会如鹰展翅

To 梓豪 >>> 脚踏实地是你所缺。在新的一年的来临，自己应该花点时间想想自己要的是什么，想的是什么。一天过一天的习惯，是时候改了。中学生涯，就只剩两年。

To Marcus>>> Your enthusiasm and thirst for improvement is much appreciated. Nevertheless, neutrality should be practiced at all times. After all, running is too hasty; crawling is too gradual.

To 美靖 >>> 对于即将远去的你，我感到忧虑。担心你会变坏或变得不受教。记住，聪明智慧是神给我们的礼物。不要滥用这份礼物，也不要过于重视这份礼物。毕竟，一山还有一山高。到了中学读书，不要忘记在高渊和美里默默为你祈祷的我们。

To 雪琦 >>> 很多时候，你都是停留在十字路口，不知所措。到了中二，新的一年，希望你能清楚去思考你自己本身的意义，并且提高对自己的要求。我希望你能有出淤泥而不染的一天。

这些都是我对你们的肺腑之言。然而，忠言逆耳，倘若有冒犯之处，还请恕吾如实相告之罪。 :)

Holding the present, seeking the future.

As 2012 is coming to an end, I realize that my time as a student is gradually fading away as well.
The first two months back in Nibong Tebal had passed hastily. Most of my time had been filled with teaching, be it academic or music. The experience was great and rewarding. I don't regret for what I had been doing. However, I do hope to put up a new life for remaining two months ahead of me.
What should I do?
After another two months, which I am confident will pass pretty quickly, I will be on a plane back to Miri again. Back to my life as a student again. Ever since I took my first step on the land of Miri, my life has been split into two, one in East Malaysia, another in West Malaysia. For now, I have no idea which one suits me better or which one do I like more. As one of my friend had told me before, the grass on the other side is always greener. True.
Time is, yet again, running. As the Sun goes down, the stars go up. This whole system seems to be repeating itself perpetually yet the things and people around me do not seem to be the same every day. A friend today might be a stranger tomorrow. The inability to take control over time have made me feel helpless. There are so many things which I hope to accomplish but time is lacking.
If I were to fast forward to a few years from now, my friends and I will be leading a very different life. How different? How far will we deviate from our original form?
So many unknowns. So many variables. Yet, only God knows the actual equation of our life. An equation which will, eventually, equal to something.
Sigh..
What would it be if all of us have stayed in Never Land? Will it be better? Or worse?
In short, I can say that I am unwilling to participate in the race. I would rather lose without giving up a fight. Yet when I am on the track, I will never give up. I want to be be the best.......