Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Update

The days after my exam were great. I went out with my friends, had fun with them, did crazy stuffs with them. I guess a few months later, I won't have this chance anymore, not with these friends maybe.
I know that I will miss them a lot but I keep telling myself life has to move on.
Watched the movie "那些年,我们一起追的女孩” last night. It was a good show, especially for a Chinese film, it was good.
That show reminded me a lot of the stupid things I did with my friend Zhen Kai during my secondary schooling time. Haha... Thinking about it always give me a smile. We really did pull it off nicely. We got ourselves into troubles and troubles and troubles. Non-stop troubles. Haha... During that time, teachers and friends keep telling us to change. Some even look at us with a different spec, thinking that the both of us are nuisance or whatever. Indeed, that time was harsh for us especially when we had that kind of attitude of challenging people, or you can say pugnacious. However, looking back at those memories, I somehow don't regret even a bit. Personally, I think that those mischief we did back then gave us the colourful memories that we have today. They made our memories for secondary education as interesting as possible. But then, some people just can't forget the pass. They like to hold on to what you did (negatively) to them and judge you by that. What you did (positively) to them, rest assure, they will forget it ASAP. This is life. This is the dark side of human mankind.
Hahaha.. WTF..
About the love part, I don't know what to say about it. I admit that I sucks in this area nevertheless, I will improve and be a little bit more serious about it.
So, what is installed for me next???
Whatever it is, I know that there are many things which I need to change in order to be in the main stream. But it still depends.
It's still a long holiday ahead of me. Better use it wisely or else I will be lamenting again after it ends.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Update

And so tomorrow is my last paper - Chemistry( My worst subject )
Just can't find the "thing" with this subject. Anyway, I ain't here to talk about this.
Knowing the fact that tomorrow I will be sitting for my last paper gives me a peculiar feeling.
The last paper also means that everything is coming to an end. This whole foundation program has finally ended.
I can't believe it myself. It is just like I were here yesterday and now I am leaving, going to somewhere quite far. Jeeezz~ I just can't digest it.
So many things happened throughout this year. I barely have the chance to really consider my next option but time is pushing me to the border, leaving me at the cross-road without anything to count on.
I am not really sure whether I am ready to face the choice of my decision. So many things here. My friends, my family, my belonging, memories~ ~ ~
And now I am about to make a decision that will have me leave all my precious things behind and start something new yet risky.
However, I am always thrilled to know that I am leaving. LOL. How peculiar this feeling is, being a bit emotional yet anxious at the same time.

3 or 2 months left ahead of me...