I looked through my school beg just now. Saw some old stuffs and some school stuffs. Just then, a feeling passed through my mind.
Secondary school life is over. I might not be even wearing a school uniform anymore. Back then, how I wished I could just get out of that school but now, looking back, I am feeling nostalgic.
Those memories and times I had there were, are and will be very precious to me.
For instance, ping pong competition. I took part in this competition since I was form 1. Started training with my bro and friends. Even the training time, we really had great time. Listening to the sound of the ball hitting the table, cross the net, hit the table again and hit the bat. Those sounds, those feelings, those concentrations and those inspiration, I don't think I can get it again. Every year, around March, I will look forward to the MSSPP Ping Pong competition. Not one year passed without me getting a medal, be it gold or silver.
Group competition, single, double.
The feeling when you smash the ball hard enough and make a victorious roar. How nice. Really, how nice. This sort of competition, you can only get them during secondary school life. And now they are gone. It's as if a part of my life is blown away, vanished into thin air.
Besides, friends is also one of the thing which added man colours into this already colourful life. From form 1 till form 5, I got to know many friends, well, at least all of them. But the funny thing is, not all of them can last long. For example, you are very close with a friend in form 1 but that doesn't mean you can still call him your friend at the end of form 5. You get it? Many factors stand in the way to a perfect friendship. Nevertheless, it's always good to appreciate what you have from time to time.
Usually, I have to wake up everyday, or, to be more specific, every morning. The feeling was terrible. However, currently it has changed. I can sleep till the day turns dark again, according to my own will. It's just so different. Leaving behind these also signifies the departure between me and my friends. Every time this thought comes into my mind, unknowingly, I feel like crying. It did not occur to me that I won't be able to see my best friends everyday because usually I'll see them everyday. Hahaha. But now, I have to prepare myself for something new. Maybe I just can see them once a week? Or maybe like my brother, can't see them for at least 2 weeks?
Well, my bro keep saying that it's something natural but for now, I can't accept that. I mean, must it be that way? Well, I know I am asking a stupid question.
Haiz... There are many things that I am unwilling to give up.
Whatever it is, I just hope all my friends and all the one I care for will do well in their SPM. After this, guys, keep in touch please. Do not let anything stand in our way to reach each other. Friendship forever. It's easy to be said but very very difficult to achieve it.
All the best guys..
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