When?

Today, school was just as usual, nothing special or interesting but the little difference is that now I am starting to know what the teacher is talking about infront.

It was Wednesday, so after our class we would have some time for those meetings and stuffs la... Boring one, honestly.

Well, if you did follow my blog, you would have read that I've been very quiet in class nowadays, and it had been about 3 weeks that I didn't leave my classroom for no particular reasons (ponteng).. So, everything infront of me in school just passed without me giving a damn. But, the only thing I care about is one of my friend.

Usually, before that three weeks, Wednesday after classes would be a time when the both of us get together and have some chat, that was the time I liked the most. However, after an incident, we didn't talk anymore, didn't even see each other. That sudden, dramatic change really put a shock into me. Try to imagine someone who talks to you almost eveyday, be it in school or online, suddenly don't care about your existence, what you think? How feel you? Sad? Dissapointed? You name it! All those adjectives that are suitable t describe such situation, throw it out and you will find them in me.

So, today, I was with my friends, reading my story book and as if nothing is infront of me. When I was entering my class, which was supposed to have some sort of activities, I saw her. I saw her four floors below me, the one whom I could talk to, the one who told me a lot about herself.... And yet, now, all I can do is stand there and look at her, alone. She is that kind of quiet type, so, if you don't approach her, she won't care to approach you. hahaha.. xD... Therefore, she was all by herself, alone in solitude. I was sad, sad to see that now she is alone and no one was there to accompany her, or, you can say that no one cares about her. No one knows the beauty inside her, the friendly smile inside her, that kind of innocent thoughts and maybe fallcies inside her... No one knows, no one wants to know.. What can I do? I can't just walk straight into my class and take it as if nothing happened... She was alone.. haiz... When can we talk to each other again.. When.. When....