In many occasions, our mind has the perfect ability to betray us. Such betrayal is much dangerous than any other form of betrayal. It might be true that even those great people of the history had been betrayed and jeopardised by their very mind. It is then suggested to everyone, especially teenagers who lack experience and the wisdom of life, to never underestimate your own mind as it will bring fourth benefits and at the same time, tragedy to your life.
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我以为我不需要再等待了
我以为一切已经到了尽头
我以为我可以走出那个阴影
我以为我不用再回头
原来
我的以为，只是我以为
为了得到一丝的希望
三年看起来不多
一切看起来是那么的值得
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终于
时间过去了
回忆已成了历史
只是用来回目
不再拥有情绪的操纵权
终于得以解脱
然而
那只是自我安慰，自我逃避
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今天
本来没有希望能见到你的影子
心里完全没有一丝的防备
可是
命运/缘份得到了操纵权
碰见了你
听起来稀松平常
可是
你知道吗
那股振动是我已放弃很久很久的了
你突然的出现
把我努力埋起来的回忆
通通给挖了起来
就好像一处戏
在我面前播个不停
多么希望能有勇气踏上一步
减少我们之间的距离
多么希望有这个清楚的头脑去和你说说一两句
可是
平日里信心满满的我
失败了
你的一举一动
到现在还是那么的清晰
你曾说过的每一句话
你曾做过的每件事
你邹的眉头
你笑的样子
一切的一切
还是很清楚
那个时候
我才发现到
你依然在那里
是我自己被我的头脑欺骗了
你依然在那里
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回家的路途中
我为我的失败彻底的后悔
不停的责怪自己为什么那么没胆
一阵子后
我相信
以后不再有见到你的希望了
我相信
过去就是过去
糊糊涂涂地
时间过了几个钟
突然地
你又出现在我前面
我好吃惊
也很开心
因为
机会来了
我勇敢地走上去
说了几句话
虽然说话对象不是你
但那也充足了
我告诉我自己
把握！！！！！
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梦见你
真是异想天开
可是
醒了之后
我竟然做了那个异想天开的事儿
而且
我成功了！！！
好开心！！！
三年以来我所等待的一丝希望
终于出现在我的眼前
而且
我得到了！
好开心
好久没那么开心了
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我以为一切会有好的开始
可是
错
我又错了
你选择以沉默来对待我的真心
你选择以静制动
我没有办法
我无奈
那一丝希望
难道不是希望吗?
那一丝光芒
难道不是光芒吗？
跌了又爬起来
爬了起来又跌的感觉
真不好受
真不好受
为什么？？？
一些些的反应
是那么的难吗？
我不要多
就那么的一点点
行吗？
虽然如此
我还是不放弃
我还是选择相信
相信我自己能达到的
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I am very grateful to be blessed by a group of sincere and good friends.
A friend in need is a friend indeed.
None of us get to know each other through nothing.
Each of us has our own story to tell.
Each of us has our own joke to share.
Nevertheless, when someone falls, the other will be there to pick you up.
What more is there for me to say?
I have the best group of friends the world can offer.
Is there anything more I can lament about?
Thanks guys...
Thanks..
Thanks for lending me a hand when I need one.
Thanks....
Friday, June 15, 2012
Saturday, June 2, 2012
In my last post I did mention that I was in deep trouble with my preparation for the finals.
Now, standing where I am, I am actually laughing at that post.
Muahaha..
Currently, I am feeling so much better and optimistic towards my incoming finals. 3 subjects are on track, thanks to my very kind lecturer.
She is a very nice and kind person who finds it rather difficult to deny a single chance to offer help to those who require it.With her guidance, mathematics seem less difficult. Her way of teaching reminds me a lot of my mum. In other words, she is good in teaching. I am grateful and fortunate to have a tutor like her in Curtin or else I won't have the mood and time to write this post. Besides, she does take care of our fundamental needs. She always ensure that we are not hungry and comfortable all the time. How nice of her.
Oh, and I almost forgot! Lately i have been hanging out with a new bunch of friends. At the first stage, we find it rather hard to accommodate each other. It's understandable as everyone of us comes from different places and were brought up in a different manner. Nevertheless, we all had a mutual goal: we want to fulfill our duty and responsibility as a student. For now, we do not have the time to actually have fun together as we only got together to get prepared for the finals. However, with this common goal, we quickly establish a close ties between each and other.
So.. what am I supposed to talk about?
I don't really know too.
Just feel like blogging after doing some past year papers.
Soon, I will be going home. I wonder how much has Nibong Tebal changed. Definitely, my family will also wonder how much have I changed. It's only natural.
Finally! I have something to talk about. (It popped out in my mind suddenly ^^)
People around me are really getting crazy with love. Meaning, those who are still single, they desire for their partner like a hungry man craving for a hearty meal (well, you know what a hungry man can do, don't you?); those who are in the process of coupling, both of them love each other fiercely; those who have broken up, they are so sad and emo as if the world is at it's end.
What about me ??
I am just not in THAT category, be it the beginning, in the process or the end. I can't say whether it's good or bad to be so (maybe you have an answer) but what I am sure is that I like it this way. ^^
After all, I'm just 19 and I plan to find slowly and accurately.
Sometimes, when the whether is cold and the moon is high up in the sky, I tend to ask myself: When will it be my time? Asking this stupidly to myself and hoping that the moon will drop an answer to me. How lame..
Oh and one more thing. Teenagers nowadays are getting really immature and stupid. (Including me?? @.@) They are willing to do anything, and I mean it, ANYTHING just to make that girl/boy likes them back. Hmmmm... Well... If there's a rule saying that a guy HAVE to be like this in order to get a wife, I guess I shall be the Monk of Immortal.
My home, HERE I COME!!!!
Now, standing where I am, I am actually laughing at that post.
Muahaha..
Currently, I am feeling so much better and optimistic towards my incoming finals. 3 subjects are on track, thanks to my very kind lecturer.
She is a very nice and kind person who finds it rather difficult to deny a single chance to offer help to those who require it.With her guidance, mathematics seem less difficult. Her way of teaching reminds me a lot of my mum. In other words, she is good in teaching. I am grateful and fortunate to have a tutor like her in Curtin or else I won't have the mood and time to write this post. Besides, she does take care of our fundamental needs. She always ensure that we are not hungry and comfortable all the time. How nice of her.
Oh, and I almost forgot! Lately i have been hanging out with a new bunch of friends. At the first stage, we find it rather hard to accommodate each other. It's understandable as everyone of us comes from different places and were brought up in a different manner. Nevertheless, we all had a mutual goal: we want to fulfill our duty and responsibility as a student. For now, we do not have the time to actually have fun together as we only got together to get prepared for the finals. However, with this common goal, we quickly establish a close ties between each and other.
So.. what am I supposed to talk about?
I don't really know too.
Just feel like blogging after doing some past year papers.
Soon, I will be going home. I wonder how much has Nibong Tebal changed. Definitely, my family will also wonder how much have I changed. It's only natural.
Finally! I have something to talk about. (It popped out in my mind suddenly ^^)
People around me are really getting crazy with love. Meaning, those who are still single, they desire for their partner like a hungry man craving for a hearty meal (well, you know what a hungry man can do, don't you?); those who are in the process of coupling, both of them love each other fiercely; those who have broken up, they are so sad and emo as if the world is at it's end.
What about me ??
I am just not in THAT category, be it the beginning, in the process or the end. I can't say whether it's good or bad to be so (maybe you have an answer) but what I am sure is that I like it this way. ^^
After all, I'm just 19 and I plan to find slowly and accurately.
Sometimes, when the whether is cold and the moon is high up in the sky, I tend to ask myself: When will it be my time? Asking this stupidly to myself and hoping that the moon will drop an answer to me. How lame..
Oh and one more thing. Teenagers nowadays are getting really immature and stupid. (Including me?? @.@) They are willing to do anything, and I mean it, ANYTHING just to make that girl/boy likes them back. Hmmmm... Well... If there's a rule saying that a guy HAVE to be like this in order to get a wife, I guess I shall be the Monk of Immortal.
My home, HERE I COME!!!!
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