Holiday

Parents are away for quite some time... I miss them...
In their absence, I felt lonely of course but thanks to my friends, I was greatly accompanied. At least laughters and some noise are audible in my house.
Time, again, flies very fast thee few days. I kept wondering when will it take a slow pace down and look around itself. But sadly I won't get a good answer.

Have you ever had this sort of feeling where your parents are in Shanghai and you are at your home...?? What would you think about it??? Fortunately, I have the answer.

When my family are away, I was the master.. Master of this sanctuary... kakaka... But to be the master, you must first be the slave and that's what I went through. I was like a washing boy... I swept the house, washed the clothes, tidy up the house, etc etc..
The start is always the dreadful one. Yeap.. I had a bad time with it due to my laziness but not long after it, I was used to it and then I became the master. I did all the chores easily without lamenting. It was just like part of me that I have to do everyday. Besides, who would do it if I don't ?? right?? Just some common sense.
About my lunch and dinners, well, that was quite some problem. My mum did give me some pocket money before they left but I was stupid enough to not know that I actually eat a lot. I top up my phone credit, paid the competition fee and the rest wasn't enough for me to handle my meals for one week. So I have to leave with those biscuits, quite nice...

Tomorrow my parents will be back. I felt quite nice as those chores won't need me to handle them again. lol!!! What I really want to do when my parents get back is to go for some real holiday. Sadly, the holiday is coming to and end. I haven't done what I am suppose to accomplish. Sigh.

Look and Hook

it's December... around 11.30pm... Later in the morning at 6am, my parents would be going to Shanghai without me. Not that they don't want to bring me there but I got a camp to attend here. They will be there for one week and I won't be home for about 4 days. So the remaining days would have me to take care of the whole house.

I feel quite lonely but I think that this is the time for me to grow up, to be more independent. I won't make a mess or cause anything to collapse. I will take good care of this remote sanctuary. KAKAKA!!!

Sometimes I did some thinking. Next year I will be form 5. Will anything change? At first stage, the idea of changing didn't startled me that much. However, after some deep thinking, I began to feel terrified. These changes in front of me aren't that simple. For instance, I will be able to drive. Now, when I was very young and very naive, driving, to me, is like a game. Every time it will start like this, " Let's rock!!" and the car will like boost up and speed around with fires aside and dragons accompanying the whole vehicle. BULLSHIT. Utter nonsense. Now that I am so close to get my licence, I don't feel cool or what ever. Yet I feel scared and as if another huge rock just laid onto my shoulder. Driving would simply means that I will take half the duty of the house onto myself. I will need to be my father's first man to help him and if anything happens, I must be there to assist. What if I fail? Yucks, hate to think like that. My brother said that by thinking like that, I make myself steps away from being a girl. I guess he is right. I must be a MAN!!!!!!
No worries! All the rest of my days!!! kakaka

Second thing, I did some long chatting with my bro last night. We usually do that over some topics about our social circle and thoughts about some incidents. It was fun but this time is totally different. We talked about girlfriend. Of course, not me!!! KAKA!! My brother instead, the master of soloisme (don't know how to spell). He needs one. He doesn't need any more stupid ideals which would stop him from getting a girl. One of them would be like him thinking that he is untouchable and unacceptable by girls. Knock it off!!! Time for some change. Time to discuss which one to look and hook. Keke.. The whole discussion, though we didn't reach any conclusion or solution, was pretty nice! The feeling was fresh and new. I just like it.. Wish I could describe the feeling more...

So, each of us, including you there reading my blog, will grow a year older next year. In other words, we are one more step closer to our graves.. I like to think that way... Growing up is an opportunity and privilege for us to be someone different in all aspects. Appreciate it, open up yourself to the new surroundings and settings and one day, you will be dominating it.. Good luck!

Holiday here....
However the mood isn't there...
Today is Tuesday, got accounts tuition later...
This Thursday I am going out to Penang with friends...
I am sure it'd be really nice...
Many of them wanted to watch 2012...
Well, I have watched it and guess what I think about the show?
Here it is...
If the day of judgement is here...
Ain't no three big arks would save anything...
Don't you think so?
Or you think that I am just saying some shit here?
Well, if you really want to know something like 2012...
I suggest you refer to the Bible...
For all those adventure things...
It's another bullshit only kids would buy...
What do you think?!
The whole world collapsing is some sort of Spiderman show?
Come on!!!
For some "heroic" guys...
After watching that show..
Don't even think about saving your girlfriend when it really comes...



As for the coming December, what will be in stored for me?
Seriously hope that I will make full use of the time...
Not sleeping till 12pm like I did this morning...
You know the funny thing about waking up late...
Is that you still feel sleepy after waking up...
So I guess sleeping too long would make you sleepy.... FUNNY...

Studies, books, music...
During these few weeks...
Sports had definitely ran out of my life...
Due to rain, habit, lazy...
Bla bla bla...
But something told me that it's time to let go of it...
This Saturday...
There is this SUKPEN Ping Pong competition...
All right, I won't say that I am a good player...
But basically I am qualified to go and compete there..
However, my so called "coach"...
Didn't even say anything about it...
So, I won't be going...
Funny?
It's normal...
Sports in Malaysia...
Only for a healthy body...
Won't be any long term investment...


That's it....
Stay tuned....

Salutation!!!!

I had bola baling competition this morning. It was great, though my team got the third. I tried my best and sometimes, it's ain't enough.
What I want to share here is my respect for my coach, Cikgu Azam. He is a young guy,teaching and coaching as well. When I first entered the team, he was very warm but I just played my own stuffs as I ain't that close with him. However, the situation changed yesterday. Since I am having a competition tomorrow, I will need a pair of football shoes ( don't what's that called ). Well, I don't really play football, as a matter of fact, I don't play at all. So why must I have a football shoes? But here's the problem, without the shoe, I can't play. I asked for my Malay friends but none of them have extra shoes. Trouble..

At that time, my coach saw it. He stood there in silence for a while and walked to me, saying :" Lucas, kalau tak ada, tak apa. Nanti petang kamu pergi beli satu dan mai klaim dengan cikgu, ok?" I was like stunned. Wow... that's nice... I can't believe my ears.. " OK, cikgu!" I said that with gratitude. Thanks a lot. He really did solve the probelm there and then.

Now, it's not the end yet. After my tuition at 6.30pm, I went to N.T sports to purchase my shoe. Before that, I called my coach that I will be buying there. He said fine and I went there straight.

I reached there, shocked again. He was there, waiting for me. wow.. I gave him a smile and walked inside the shop. The shop keeper asked what shoe I want and of course, I looked at coach for the answer. He sat there and said, :" RM70 lah."
Again, I was stunned. He is willing to buy a pair of shoes for me for free?! This is unbelievable.

I opted for the best I can have with him paying the money. Then, he told me that, this shoe will be for me until next year. After that, he will keep it for the team, for any players who need a shoe. That sounds good to me as I won't need a football shoe at all. And then my curiosity got the better of me. I asked:" Cikgu tak klaim dengan skolah ke?"
" Tak lah, cikgu beli untuk team lah." He answered.
All right, this is just marvellous. He bought two pairs, which cost RM140, for the team without even thinking of getting his money back. I have played ping pong and basketball and never met a coach as generous and kind as this one. It's just awesome.

Immediately, I salute to him deep inside my heart. I respect him for his dedication for the team and mind you, I don't respect teachers in my school easily ^^...