debate is nice.. yes.. it is nice.. but.. it is stressful.. yes.. it is stressful. a whole week sacrificed for the sake of debate.. wow.. i can do basketball trainings and even ping pong trainings and i won't feel so tired but debate practises and points collecting, arreanging are TIRED!!
Can't debate be more easier? Jeez...
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Glory to the LORD!
We got into the finals for our debate competition. I should be happy that I won but somehow, I was just happy for a while. After espressing my happiness to Vic, I felt like it's gone.. Funny.. Why? Why? Well, I do not know..
Well, as we got into the finals, we have many preparations to do. So busy! Because we are having a different debate title for the finals... It was rather hectic, preparing everything, arranging those points bla bla bla. What I know is happy times will pass in a short time but this is different. Those weren't happy times but hard times, but, it went through also in a short while...
Everything was as though fast forwarded until the time I was on my bike returning home. All in a sudden I felt empty and a voice was talking to me... More like asking where should I go... where should I go.. It's obvious, isn't it? At that time I was suppose to go home and yet such question occered in my mind. What's even funny is that I didn't answer that I should go home, instead, I said to myself, I should go to Kango's house. Ok, that's it, Kango's house, here I go..
I made some turns, drove along the road and reached Kango's house. Now, I was asking myself, what am I doing here? At that time, Kango came out. I was expressionless, I didn't know what to say to him but our friendship is good so we can almost say anything. And so I asked him, how are you? After some brief conversation, Kango suddenly asked me whether or not I know anything about "bi xian". I was shocked! Oh my.. I asked him quickly, did u play that thing? He replied he watched his friends playing. That really bring a great shock into my life.. Dear dear.. I quickly ran into the house and searched for Jerry, Kango's brother. He was also shocked upon hearing that news.
Then, the both of us explained to him what's so dangerous about this "bixian". It took several minutes and at last, Kango broke into tears. He was scared but I told him that Jesus would always be with us so we are not to be scared yet we are not to put the Lord our God to the test. Kango get every word into him.. He promised to not watch or get involve with this "bi xian" anymore.
If any of you, after reading this blog, do not know what is "bi xian" and why is it so dangerous, you can ask me anytime, I am willing to explain. What I am trying to say here to my fellow Christians is that, God speaks. I am certainly sure that it was God's will for me to go to visit Kango. This is not a coincidence.. So, my brothers and sisters, sometimes, after getting very busy, you have to also quiet down your mind to listen what's around you.. I want to give thanks to the Lord for speaking to me and thus, save a soul. Thanks LORD!!!!
Well, as we got into the finals, we have many preparations to do. So busy! Because we are having a different debate title for the finals... It was rather hectic, preparing everything, arranging those points bla bla bla. What I know is happy times will pass in a short time but this is different. Those weren't happy times but hard times, but, it went through also in a short while...
Everything was as though fast forwarded until the time I was on my bike returning home. All in a sudden I felt empty and a voice was talking to me... More like asking where should I go... where should I go.. It's obvious, isn't it? At that time I was suppose to go home and yet such question occered in my mind. What's even funny is that I didn't answer that I should go home, instead, I said to myself, I should go to Kango's house. Ok, that's it, Kango's house, here I go..
I made some turns, drove along the road and reached Kango's house. Now, I was asking myself, what am I doing here? At that time, Kango came out. I was expressionless, I didn't know what to say to him but our friendship is good so we can almost say anything. And so I asked him, how are you? After some brief conversation, Kango suddenly asked me whether or not I know anything about "bi xian". I was shocked! Oh my.. I asked him quickly, did u play that thing? He replied he watched his friends playing. That really bring a great shock into my life.. Dear dear.. I quickly ran into the house and searched for Jerry, Kango's brother. He was also shocked upon hearing that news.
Then, the both of us explained to him what's so dangerous about this "bixian". It took several minutes and at last, Kango broke into tears. He was scared but I told him that Jesus would always be with us so we are not to be scared yet we are not to put the Lord our God to the test. Kango get every word into him.. He promised to not watch or get involve with this "bi xian" anymore.
If any of you, after reading this blog, do not know what is "bi xian" and why is it so dangerous, you can ask me anytime, I am willing to explain. What I am trying to say here to my fellow Christians is that, God speaks. I am certainly sure that it was God's will for me to go to visit Kango. This is not a coincidence.. So, my brothers and sisters, sometimes, after getting very busy, you have to also quiet down your mind to listen what's around you.. I want to give thanks to the Lord for speaking to me and thus, save a soul. Thanks LORD!!!!
Friday, April 3, 2009
worth it?
Friday.... 3/4/2009
7.50pm....
In my life, I emphasise on my friends a lot. Some say that that's my weekness ; some say that that's my strong point. Whatever they say, I am like this and I like being so.
Tommorow is one of my best friends' birthday. As usual, Tommy, Brandon, Elin and I thought of buying something for her birthday. Although some of us have financial problems but we help each other to buy something for her birthday.
The clouds are getting dark, meaning it's going to rain at any minute. So how's the plan, ask Tommy. errr... err.. good question.. It's going to rain and none of us can drive... After some quick thinkings, I decide to go together with Brandon as I have the motor and Brandon is paying for Elins' share. And so it's decided.
Off we go!! Deep down in my heart I know that it would rain but something tells me that I have to get this present no matter what happens. Fine... we go to a nearby shop which is famous for presents selling. After quite some time, I pick a teddy bear which I think she would like it, afterall she is a lovely girl so such lovely things should suit her. As for Brandon, he chooses a picture frame, hoping that she would like it.
Satisfied, we walk out off the shop and are shocked. It's raining, HEAVILY!!! Oh my gosh.. Never mind, it's worth it, the similar sound speaks to me. Ok then, if you say so, I tell myself. We plan for an "escape". Done!! I mount my bike and start the engine as fast as I can, and speed off. The rain is so cold and hurting!! It hit my skin without a single mercy, just like tiny needles trying to penetrate my skin no matter what. I am a tough guy ^^, so i bear the pain with all my might. After a hard time, I reach my home. Quickly, my brother tells me to get some hot shower or risk dying.. ( so scaring hahaha )..
Although this thing happend in just a short time, it did raise a lot of thinkings in my mind. Is it worth it? Such question would appear because before this I had some harsh time with her and to my opinion, she didn't seem like a best friend to me. But yet my mind keeps telling me that it's worth it. jeez.. complicated.. What I can do now is just to hope that she would appreciate our sincerity.. Just hope ...
7.50pm....
In my life, I emphasise on my friends a lot. Some say that that's my weekness ; some say that that's my strong point. Whatever they say, I am like this and I like being so.
Tommorow is one of my best friends' birthday. As usual, Tommy, Brandon, Elin and I thought of buying something for her birthday. Although some of us have financial problems but we help each other to buy something for her birthday.
The clouds are getting dark, meaning it's going to rain at any minute. So how's the plan, ask Tommy. errr... err.. good question.. It's going to rain and none of us can drive... After some quick thinkings, I decide to go together with Brandon as I have the motor and Brandon is paying for Elins' share. And so it's decided.
Off we go!! Deep down in my heart I know that it would rain but something tells me that I have to get this present no matter what happens. Fine... we go to a nearby shop which is famous for presents selling. After quite some time, I pick a teddy bear which I think she would like it, afterall she is a lovely girl so such lovely things should suit her. As for Brandon, he chooses a picture frame, hoping that she would like it.
Satisfied, we walk out off the shop and are shocked. It's raining, HEAVILY!!! Oh my gosh.. Never mind, it's worth it, the similar sound speaks to me. Ok then, if you say so, I tell myself. We plan for an "escape". Done!! I mount my bike and start the engine as fast as I can, and speed off. The rain is so cold and hurting!! It hit my skin without a single mercy, just like tiny needles trying to penetrate my skin no matter what. I am a tough guy ^^, so i bear the pain with all my might. After a hard time, I reach my home. Quickly, my brother tells me to get some hot shower or risk dying.. ( so scaring hahaha )..
Although this thing happend in just a short time, it did raise a lot of thinkings in my mind. Is it worth it? Such question would appear because before this I had some harsh time with her and to my opinion, she didn't seem like a best friend to me. But yet my mind keeps telling me that it's worth it. jeez.. complicated.. What I can do now is just to hope that she would appreciate our sincerity.. Just hope ...
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
top and bottom incompatible
Thursday, 2/4/2009, 1.50pm.
Came back from the bola baling competition today in SMK Valdor. Stomach filled with anger that caused me to write this blog..
From the blog below you can see that these few days I am busy with this bola baling training. I am so happy that I can be on the team even though this is the first time I play this sport.. Thus, filled with enthusiasm, Tommy and I went to this competition.
The first day was good. Our school won two schools ( I forgot the names ) with Tommy scoring and me defending and assisting.. Thank God, we got into the quater-final.
This is the day. The quater-final match against Sungai Acheh. well, this school is not that strong. we can bit them, only if we work together. But things didn't turn out to be so. At the first quater, my teammates were very tired, so tired that they can't even walk back to defend the goal. So seriuos!! But, here's the most lame thing, our teacher, who is famous for some racial thinking, didn't let me or Tommy in the team, just let us be on the bench. It was so obvious that the players were tired but he didn't change us in.
I was very angry. I didn't and don't know why he didn't want to change us in and I don't think there was a reason. Base on my observation and thinking, I think that this teacher didn't want any Chinese in the team unlike the other teacher at the first day. So, no matter what happen to them, Chinese won't be playing.
Seriously I don't think that he is suitable to be a teacher. Teachers are suppose to cultivate unity among races but this idiot teacher didn't.. What's worse, he was willing to let the team lose..
After that I complained to our teacher. He understood our situation. Now that's a good teacher!! At least he was willing to listen and think!!! So, this day, this morning although it's a very important match but I didn't play AT ALL!
Our government is putting tremendous efforts to make sure that harmony is present among races but the teachers are doing lame things like that. That's why this topic is "top and bottom incompatible". Pity our government, trying so hard to repair things up but teachers acting like this.. As a Chinese, I was and am seriuosly angry for teachers treating me like that... I hope I can let this particular teacher read my blog and let him open up his lame brain to think rasionally..
Came back from the bola baling competition today in SMK Valdor. Stomach filled with anger that caused me to write this blog..
From the blog below you can see that these few days I am busy with this bola baling training. I am so happy that I can be on the team even though this is the first time I play this sport.. Thus, filled with enthusiasm, Tommy and I went to this competition.
The first day was good. Our school won two schools ( I forgot the names ) with Tommy scoring and me defending and assisting.. Thank God, we got into the quater-final.
This is the day. The quater-final match against Sungai Acheh. well, this school is not that strong. we can bit them, only if we work together. But things didn't turn out to be so. At the first quater, my teammates were very tired, so tired that they can't even walk back to defend the goal. So seriuos!! But, here's the most lame thing, our teacher, who is famous for some racial thinking, didn't let me or Tommy in the team, just let us be on the bench. It was so obvious that the players were tired but he didn't change us in.
I was very angry. I didn't and don't know why he didn't want to change us in and I don't think there was a reason. Base on my observation and thinking, I think that this teacher didn't want any Chinese in the team unlike the other teacher at the first day. So, no matter what happen to them, Chinese won't be playing.
Seriously I don't think that he is suitable to be a teacher. Teachers are suppose to cultivate unity among races but this idiot teacher didn't.. What's worse, he was willing to let the team lose..
After that I complained to our teacher. He understood our situation. Now that's a good teacher!! At least he was willing to listen and think!!! So, this day, this morning although it's a very important match but I didn't play AT ALL!
Our government is putting tremendous efforts to make sure that harmony is present among races but the teachers are doing lame things like that. That's why this topic is "top and bottom incompatible". Pity our government, trying so hard to repair things up but teachers acting like this.. As a Chinese, I was and am seriuosly angry for teachers treating me like that... I hope I can let this particular teacher read my blog and let him open up his lame brain to think rasionally..
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